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When ericca told me tat i should write about wat i feel in this blog, then 1 question start raising in my mind.....how come i dun hav a strong feeling about wat happen around me.........it is not tat i dunno wats happening around me, i m sure tat i m quite informed.....within days n days thinking at last i got an answer....the reason tat make me got no feeling about all these.......

cxz i found everything in this world is consist of selfishness............erm dun u think so???try 2 think about why ur fren wanna b fren with u?cxz he is boring, he need a partner, he need some1 to talk 2, he need some1 2 help, tat y we say sometimes we help our frens n our frens will help us also...........so can u see the relationship???when the time u helping ur fren, u expect tat in no time ur fren gonna help u back........every1 does thing with their motive!!ok u may say that u got a best fren, which u guy dun count on each other.....but can u assure that in the future will u guys still tat close?do u think about wats the reason make u guys close to each other, maybe he live nearby u or some other reasons.....every1 juz try to make use of other ppl, do u think u still can keep close to each other when u guys seperated very far????when u r really in deep trouble, do u think they will willing to help u????dun tell when u r sad u r in big trouble!!!!ok!!!those big trouble can be worse.........like bankruptcy, do u think any1 will help u????

i taste the sweetness n bitterness of life, y cxz i used to b damn rich n poor, how rich???i got hell lotz of toyz, wat i used r the most expensive, then how bad is it when i m poor???my dad can even pay the road tax!!!and almost bankrupt!!so this is life...........when u r rich every1 comes 2 , when u r bad, every1 away from u, even ur relatives, ur wife all gone.........this is life, the truth of life.....