. : MaGiCLaND : .

well, i am supposed to sleep earlier as tomorrow will be a new start for me... there comes my new semester, i am pretty nervous now, i feel so scared and worried... i dont know what is going to happen this semester... and the stoopid result that i have applied for a review is not out yet... what the hell, so damn slow man!! cannot stand it...

and i am so worried about my apartment now, and my money... poor alice and i... i really dont know when can all these stuffs can be settled down, and when i can collect back my money... arrghh... can someone drag this girl out and pay me back...??

suddenly, so many things happened to me at the same time... i am so stressed, again i am feeling it's wrong for me to be here... again i am feeling so helpless... arrghh...

at this moment... i am back to that scene again... although it's been a long period, i still wondering and not sure about my own feeling and thinking... should i say that i miss something and someone, i miss those days, i miss his presence, i miss him... alright, dont ask me to forget about it, coz i know i should... but, it's again out of my control... i have been telling myself that, he is happier without me, he doesnt like me, and stop thinking about him, please... at the end, same shit... damn it...