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i think i am a super girl leh... i have been staying awake since last night 7pm until now 4pm in the afternoon... didnt even take a 1 minute nap~~ been rushing for the damn assignment due this morning and now i am feeling so relax... but dont know why still feeling energetic!!

and i remember... on 30th august 2003, i was working for nokia from 11am-8pm, then went to Atmosphere to club, oh no, it was to celebrate MERDEKA *lame* then after clubbing, i didnt go home but then all of us went to chowlih's house, all of us were squeezing in his room with aircond and ONLY ONE blanket... and i still remember stupid EUGENE took the blanket and left me in the cold whole night and i couldnt sleep... till the next morning, i went to work from 11am again till 8pm... 40 hours without sleeping and also used up damn a lot of energy weik~~~ *proud*

alright, was chatting with a friend just now... he told me that he is very disappointed at friends, even 14 years of friendship can just gone like this... he doesnt trust people anymore... dont feel like going out anymore, just love to stay alone... so and so... actually i feel the same too, dont know why, me too i dont like to entertain people anymore... i enjoy being alone... and also i dont put hope on people anymore, not that i dont wanna trust them, but, i am tired of being disappointed... i used to get angry or sad when people dont tell me things, and i would ask about it why not telling me, but now... i am lazy to ask anymore... and what's happening doesnt seem to bother me anymore... maybe i can survive alone in an island now...

ok, dont be down for worthless people... i have a CUTE + LAME mom!!

*lame scenario #1*
mom: good luck in assignment
me: oh okok...
mom: say thank you
me: oklor, thankiew lor...
mom: good girl!!
me: so 38... 38 poh~
mom: 38 lui~

*lame scenario #2*
i said something then my mom went unhappy...
mom: *showing msn's crying smiley*
me: *showing msn's rose icon*
mom: *showing msn's sad smiley*
me: oklar, dont laugai lar, give you *showing msn's present icon*
mom: dowan dowan!
me: wah... lansi lar now!! *showing msn's dead rose*
mom: *showing angry smiley*

i am worried... that my mom is getting more childish than me!! oh man...