. : MaGiCLaND : .

well, at first i thought of leaving later, thought of skipping 2 weeks of classes... but then, my mom told me to go back with my cousin, Andrea... she said it's better that someone's together with me... yea... i agree... so i have no objection... and further more... probably there is no reason for me to stay longer...

sometimes, i am glad that i have more friends... especially some potential good friends... some friends that i would love to be with all the time... some friends that make my life brighter... some friends that make me smile... but sometimes, i am afraid to START to have this kinda friends... as i am worried that they would be gone in a short while... i dont dare to hope... i even dont dare to make new friends... even when i have... i would try to keep a distance from them... it's like... erm... it's very sad and hard to keep yourself away from someone that you LIKE *as a friend*... but i have to... and i force myself to... =(

haiihzzz... stressed...

exam... haiihzzzz...

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that's even worse when i got to know that someone commented that i dressed until people gave me this kinda 'OMG WTF THIS GIRL' reaction... well... basically, i THOUGHT i didnt dress that badly today... but... it ended up receiving this kinda comments... well... i am speechless...

[updated]:
oh yea, he then told me that this OMG WTF was actually a POSITIVE reaction... like WOW... *yeay*