. : MaGiCLaND : .

I would say this is a NORMAL life for a normal person, but it's kinda abnormal for me... I haven't been living a life like this before in my life... A life for myself... Nobody else... I make all decisions based on myself, my likes and my dislikes, not influenced by anyone else... Does it sound like a normal life to you? I guess so, I was told that a normal person should live like this... But, this is the time where I am learning how to live like a normal person... At the age of 26... HAHHAHAHAHAHA...

Well, I have to agree that a life like this is somewhat NOT SO SAD, as in not relying on anyone, and not disappointing at anything, but obviously, there is nothing too happy about as well... Because I have all the controls, there is no surprise...

It seems like I can live without any friend now, but at least, I need my laptop!! The most depressing moment was having no laptop, no internet was not that bad, but no TVB... OMG!!! That was the killer!!

I met a few new people in my life recently, but I am trying my best to keep a distance away from them, not too close... Just to avoid repeating the history... I just want to be independent... At least, I don't simply dial a number just to chat with someone or just to tell someone that I AM BORED... Because I am already at a stage where I don't need any friend, not even feeling like having a companion...

I am a happy loner... =)