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in mind there is always a person.....cant forget.....thats the reason i been single for so long.....cant hav a new relationship....am i the man who live in the past or i miss the past too much or maybe i juz havent met the right person.....luv is complicated....sometimes is juz purely luck....wish i could forget the past and start my new life....pls giv me strength....i still dream tat u will b bak but actually u r not...how could i still hav this fantasy? am i mad or crazy or problem wit my mind??? for those couple cherish what u hav now, its been like a phobia for me to get into another relationship, maybe i will be a bachelor for my whole life....lol...meet a person, whom juz purely my customer, but somehow he can juz manage to read by my look....his advice to me dun fell to much in gf n bf stuff....lol tats true but what can i do, i m human, i hav feeling.....feeling is hard to control....i ll try....not to think abt her...bless me......to fight this war, well i think this is my weakest part, a person feeling, no matter normal fren, closed buddy, gf.....well juz felt too deep.....xoxo