. : MaGiCLaND : .

Was told that SOMEONE has already appeared, and is IN FRONT OF MY EYES, and was told to stop choosing... I really wonder, and still wondering, WHO would that be... Mainly because, there is nobody that is REALLY showing any action...

Even if there is, I am not sure what to do with him... I am not sure what I want, I am not sure what is it going to be like, I am not sure if I am ready... So many unknown answers, I seriously think that I am just meant to be alone...

Maybe, I have had enough, I have failed enough, I really don't feel like trying anymore...

I have been asked this question lately...

"What kind of a person are you looking for?"

I really don't know... I might know what I want, but I might not know if I really want to change my current life, which I am pretty happy with... I might not be ready for another disappointment, thus, might not even want to hope for it...

But then on the other hand, if I really have to be with that someone, that someone who is already appeared and IN FRONT OF ME... I hope that this someone is the someone that I have been longing for, and he belongs to me...