. : MaGiCLaND : .

Obviously, I would want my BF to be close with all my family and friends, because he is my ANOTHER HALF, so I would share them with him... But then, I thought all these connections should only last during the period where we are together, and not after that...

At least, when we are apart, I should bring everything together with me... I don't look for you or your anyone even if I really need something from them... I don't want to talk to them and address myself as xxx'S EX...

Maybe, this is only me... I don't understand why people still want to CLING on MY PEOPLE... And, I am so tired of people telling me... "HEY, XXX called me that day"... BLABLABLA... Then, I would have to again remind myself of this person... Can't you just go away? Silently? I seriously don't want to SEE or HEAR anything about the PAST... I don't remember introducing you many of my friends, but so far, I think I have already heard about you calling them from ALL OF THEM...

I think this should work like a MLM organization chart, once you leave a branch, everything under it should be left together...

I seriously WISH and PRAY that I don't hear your name from anyone anymore...