2011~!!!!

January 2nd, 2011

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Hoping that this is a good new start for myself, especially my new job...

And, hoping that the confusion in me will be gone soon... I shall have a clearer view soon, I hope... Please, go away my miserableness...

Everyone, a good year to you!! Health, career, wealth, love, luck, family, friends...

Another Wonderful Fairy Tale...

October 16th, 2010

I have another person, another couple and another love story that touched my heart... Leng Yein and her husband and their love story...

I have to be very honest that I knew nothing about them AT ALL before this, until one day, my friend shared with me saying that this girl was her junior back in Kuantan, and now amazing her life is now... Then, I started to read more about her, browsing through her pictures, her blogs, even her youtube... I have read many negative comments about her too, but I have to say that FROM WHAT I HAVE READ, I like her a lot!! I do not know how true are they, but I like everything that I have read... I do not care whether those are the real facts, I like her as a CHARACTER...

I love the way she admitted her pasts, even her plastic surgeries and all... I admire her talents, her career and her successful businesses... I like her body and face too, even knowing that they are parts that are fake, but I do not care, as long as they look nice to me... I do not get jealous or angry over people being pretty because of make ups or plastic surgeries... It is one of the ways to make yourselves looking good, rather than people who just sit there doing nothing to themselves and blaming on their originally ugly born faces, or commenting on others who are pretty just because they are fake by putting on some artificial substance...

And, I like her husband too, being very sweet... Again, I might not know the real person, I just like the way how he loves their BABY DINO that much, and being a man who is willing to carry a soft toy with him all the time... That is what I call sweet!! Also the very romantic proposal that he had planned for her!! OK, that might be a bit too LUXURIOUS for people like us, but it is the IDEA and EFFORTS that count!! Imagine, one can replace the advertisement banner with just a piece of CLOTH hanging on it for just that particular moment, nobody would fine you for that I guess... Then, replace with a piece of brochure or paper IN the newspaper instead of ON the newspaper... All these do not cost much, again, the THOUGHTS that count... So, there is no excuse that you are not rich enough to do a romantic proposal...

After watching the video of their love story, there was one sentence that I really like of their love life... They mentioned that they spend their dating life EATING, which I personally like it a lot!! EATING!! YUMYUMYUM!! Especially, they also mentioned that they like to eat road-side-food, which is very simple and sweet, considering that they are FILTHY RICH people...

It is seriously a fairy tale, loving it... I wish them to live happily ever after together...

 

Incompatibility...

October 10th, 2010

Today, 10-10-10 is a very good day, a so-called PERFECT DAY... So many good things happened today... Congrats to Mr & Mrs Hee!!! LEGALLY married to each other, wishing you both living happily ever after and many many good luck continue to shin on you!!! =)

But, seeing many happy couples around that had already chosen their another stage of life, made me think again about myself, my life, my partner...

Am I or will I be compatible to whatever I have now... Or, will I just lose them anytime soon...

Seriously, I am not confident...

Lonesome...

September 19th, 2010

I have a CUTE MOM at home, she is unhappy when I have friends or when I go out...

She dislikes when I go out with different guys all the time, saying that it does not look good...

She dislikes when I go out with ONLY ONE guy all the time, saying that I am giving false hope to people... Or she starts suspecting that I am in love, and then she will ask me whether I must have a BF and can not live without a BF and tell me off by saying "You have not known him long enough, be friends first..."

She dislikes when I go out with different BUNCHES of friends, saying that I am very busybody and I do not choose friends thus everybody is my friend...

She dislikes when I go out IN GENERAL, saying that I do not spend time at home and treating home as a hotel...

I really wonder what I should do... In conclusion, I shall just stay at home without any friend or any date...

 

I Can Feel It...

September 2nd, 2010

I am still the same old me, I do not seem to know how to take up challenges, and now I am feeling it... That I am giving up...

Wonderful things really do not last, and before I could notice it, something bad have already started their ways...

Guess that I just do no deserve all the good things, as I do not know how to put in efforts =)