07 June 2010

June 11th, 2010

Today was the Prince of Shit's birthday and I didn't bother to even wish him... But I made this day a special day to me!! =)

 

Application had been approved, but with lots and lots of fear... It's very likely that it can be a NPL, but still, I am risky it... I think this is too obvious that I am a risk taker...

 

And this is also not an easy path... It's the 5th day, well, hopefully that the 12 post dated checks can be deposited on time without fail...

 

THANK YOU!!

Ipoh Trip...

May 29th, 2010

a wJust got back from a FUN IPOH TRIP~!~! It was a work-play trip... We, Stephen Ong and I started our journey at 6.30am and went for Yoke Fook Moon DIM SUM at Ipoh...

 

Then, we started our WORK... He went to client's office to collect documents and did site visit... Then, Stephen Ang came to join us!! We went to the factory for another site visit... We had lunch at Stephen Ang's dad's shop for the VERY FAMOUS NASI KANDAR!! Apparently, it's really famous that even SITI NURHALIZA was there, and also some other celebrities too!! HOW COOL!! But, we didn't spot any!! HAHA~

 

Well, I thought I could also meet up one of my POTENTIAL client along the way... Unfortunately, it was raining heavily till we were stucked in the nasi kandar place till 5pm, and sadly, that's about time to go home already...

 

I have to admit it's my first work-play trip, although not much done, I AM LOVING IT!! It's damn fun and thanks to my entertaining companion that kept me laughing throughout the journey... =)

I Am A Biatch...

May 24th, 2010

I believe that I am one...

 

If I am not one, I might not have done this many stupid things that I hoped I hadn't done them...

 

Sometimes, I wish that I can be a responsible person, admit and also be responsible to what I do... But, I am just too biatchy that I can never accept and admit in order to face the real truth... Or maybe, I don't even know what the truth is... Or, I am just a coward that is trying to hide away from the real truth and pretend that it's not that way...

 

To whom I might accidentally attract, I'm sorry for being a biatch that you might have attracted to, but deep down, I'm not the person that you might have attracted to... Because, I don't know myself... So, you don't know me either... It's just an illusion...

 

To whom I might accidentally hurt, I'm sorry for being such a biatch that might have hurt you in any form that I don't really mean it... I'm just a brainless biatch who actions before thinking...

 

To whom might consider seriously to be my friend, please accept my biatchiness...

Happiness + Stress...

May 5th, 2010

I think ALICE, the fortune teller is pretty good in this, that she told me that I would be happier in this new job but having more stress. Yes, so damn farking stressful, no sale, no result, no customer!! Leaving EGGS on my scoreboard... But then, I am so much happier, although I work from morning till night, I don't really feel that I am working... Hmmm... Or, maybe not hard enough!!

Lots of cool people around, they are not bad afterall, but hey, SO FAR SO GOOD... I am not going to say anything that MIGHT change in the future, who knows, everything seems good IN THE START... Well, this actually puts me into another tough situation where I was told that SALESMEN = CONMEN... And, all the SALESPEOPLE they usually cheat each other for sales... So, I really don't know if I should suspect everyone. In fact, I have chosen to BELIEVE in everyone of them, at least for a chance. I will only allow people to CON me once and that will be it. ONE AND LAST. But, if they are really nice people, then BINGO, I have got good colleagues!!

=)

2nd CCRIS...

April 26th, 2010

Things seemed to be better today, I have got my second CCRIS... Although it doesn't mean anything, at least, it's a start...

 

And I seemed to have some FUNNY luck today... There were 3 funny customers that I talked to... 1 talked to me for 45 minutes about LIFE, 1 talked to me for half an hour about how he started his business... Then, the last one even funnier, he was talking to me while cutting vegetables to cook for his daughter, and he even invited me to go over to try it... HAHAHHAHA... CUTE UNCLES I must say...

 

It's kinda demotivating when you are still not up to standard after you have been trying hard to do something, and expecting to get better... ARGH... Maybe I should just concentrate on what I am supposed to do...