SCARED…

finally at 3am… now i am going to take a rest!! gonna wake up at 630am later… wahlaoo… and my last paper will be starting at 930am!! yoorrrh… and then… i will be FREEEEEEEEEE at 12.45pm SHARP!!!!!!! lalallalalalalaa~~~

I’m sick of myself…

wahsai, i told myself I MUST BLOG this!!! so amazing… hahahaha… cant help myself though… i just come back from library, and IMMEDIATELY i am blogging before i forget… poor memory i have…

well… i dont know why, this song had been round and round and round in my mind whole day… so i started to think “who the hell is this person” while i was on the way home… when i was recalling my PAST, and physically i had 3 ex-es, the funny part is… DAMN!! i cant recall their names!! ahhahaa… i really cant, iiisssh… how sad it is man!! i can only recall the first one, and the other 2… oh no… can anyone please tell me… hahahaha… yooorh, i really sick of myself lar, am i having such a BAD memory huh? wahlao, the last one was less than 6 months ago and the 2nd one was less than 1 year… and i have forgotten everything? sad man! i cant really remember their names, their birthdates, their phone numbers, their car plate numbers… but for some reasons, i can still remember SOME OTHER PEOPLE’s names in FULL, birthdates, phone numbers, car plate numbers… wahlaoeh, damn sick man!! i feel so bad now… haiihhzzz…

yet, i actually know who is the person… hehehe… NO! i am not going to admit it!! and NO NO NO NO NO!! for those people in kl, i think i know who you guys are thinking now… and i am telling you, NO! proudly and loudly!! i am not a loser… wahahhaha…

and this is the song for today:

爱一个人好难 – 苏永康 – 爱一个人好难

你说你还是喜欢孤单其实你怕被我看穿
你怕属于我们的船漂漂荡荡靠不了岸
事到如今没有答案我的真心为你牵绊
不管相见的夜多么难堪简简单单的说爱是不爱
想要把你忘记真的好难思念的痛在我心里纠缠
朝朝暮暮的期盼永远没有答案
为何当初你选择一刀两断听你说声爱我真的好难
曾经说过的话风吹云散
站在天秤的两端一样的为难唯一的答案爱一个人好难

p/s:

zeno, if you have the chance reading this, i wanna tell you something… remember the baby minnie keychain that you bought me from tokyo? yea, previously, her left hand was broken… and today, very sadly, her right hand broken as well… SORRIE =(
can buy me another one ar? hahahahahah…

yuan, and remember the bear kaychain that you bought for me from singapore? oh no worries, his hands are still ok… but, he is very dirty edi… can you please come and bath for him ar? *thank you*

Back from Redang

hey yoooo cousin ericca and people and bloggers n peeps. ok i dont know how to greet u guys but im just too bored haha.. finally i get to stay at home for a day to rest my mind and my brains and my body.. after exams didnt have time to rest. on the day my exam ended, i went to buy groceries for redang trip and had dinner with my peeps! and the nxt day at 5am left house to KLIA for redang.. well, and when i came back from redang , its already 11pm on sunday and went to friend’s house then supper.. and yesterday was out the whole dya as well and ended the day with supper again in mamak! two midnights eating supper in mamak.. is it a good thing or bad thing? haha i dont know, well, kindda tired.. coz didnt really get to rest and now i can feel im quite “heng” my voice is starting to change.. well, time for water!! :oops: this blog is just so cool co zi can post pictures but as for my blog (diaryland) yeah its FREE, thats why i couldnt post pictures, if iw ant to post thru diaryland, i have to pay. what the hell? everything pay and pay.. since my ericca cousin forced me to send pictures, i decided to show u some pictures here.. well, maybe some of the nice group pictures kay? altogether took 250 above pictures, how to send all to u leh? will see u soon, so pls wait yea! hahaha! u pray hard for me that i’ll be coming lar.. ok? pls pls hehe.. anywayz, its a good thing and a sad thing for me to leave KL to study in melbourne also, one thing for sure, i’ll miss my family members as well as my friends. one thing good for me, i can have a new environment, new experience, be independent, and a new challenge for me. a brand new life.. well this is life where u gotta sacrifice things to get what you want in life. opportunity cost? well, cousin ericca havent finish her exams but everyday complaining shes boring n lonely, yeah i think i can imagine how lonely she is. well, just bear with it la, its like that, going overseas is always lonely .. its not as nice as KL coz u have family members here. the house always noisy this n that hehe.. ok pictures time.. lazy to blog my own diary but like to blog yours. die lor.. im asking yen ni to blog my diary for me hahahaha :)cheers mate! damn couldnt upload any redang pictures coz its bigger than 96 kb.. damn!!! :P have to resize but i dont have the programm.. geezzz.. cheers people and sorry.. and im super red and tanned now.. :( i think i got sunburn or something.. sigh missing my dear friends now……….

Another sad and lonely entry…

well… it’s 2am now, i am still awake here coz i slept too much in the afternoon and feeling sad and lonely… i talked to my uncle, popo and mom just now… i felt so warm talking to them… i felt the care and the love… i felt like crying just now, BUT NO WAY!! i dont dare to cry out, i cant let them know about this… so that they wont worry about me… but then it’s really hard man… how i hope i can have all of them with here with me… i dont like the life i am having now… seriously hate it!!!!

March babies…

well, i got this fowarded mail, and i find it quite interesting… hehehe… share with you guys, and erm… yea, what do you think of me then? i am a march baby here… *grinz*

MARCH:

Attractive personality. – am i?
sexy. – really?
Affectionate. – yea, i think i am TLC.
Shy – yea, i am shy… sometimes.
reserved. – yes yes yes!
Secretive. – keeping secrets to myself =)
Naturally honest, – i am honest for sure!
generous – to people that i like.
sympathetic. – confirmed!
Loves peace – yea, dont fight, dont bully me…
serenity. – dont think so.
Sensitive to others. – i am always sensitive.
Loves to serve others. – coffee, tea or ME?
Easily angered. – dont play play…
Trustworthy. – oops, dont trust me please…
Appreciative – yea, i appreciate all good things and people.
returns kindness. – depends…
Observant – yea, i am 8, i observe a lot!! so?
assesses others. – sometimes lor… =P
Revengeful. – dont mess with me!
Loves to dream and fantasize. – wow, my best subject!
Loves traveling. – fun fun fun!
Loves attention. – why not?
Hasty decisions in choosing partners. – huh? then why am i single for so long?
Loves home decors. – yea, nice and cute one!!!
Musically talented. – i am not… sorrie…
Loves special things. – yeap!!
Moody. – wah, i think everyone knows about this! haha…

p/s: anyone wanna know about youself, let me know ok…

Potong Steam…

first of all, i screwed all 3 papers and i wanted to have a rest and relax myself a bit after struggling for so damn long… so i went to this CARE GROUP thingie, and yea, it was fun… although the game was SUPER lame!! ahahha… i enjoyed myself there, oh yea, i like those people there… they are nice and funny… especially… hehehe… not going to mention HER name here… but she is really amusing, friendly, crazy, fun… NICE!! i have this kinda feeling that, when i look at her, wow, everything moody GONE in just a second… coz she is too funny edi!!! and this is why i CONFESSED to her that i like her, hahaha… damn, i am not LES lar, i am still waiting for my DREAM GUY to pop out… dont think too much!

oh yea, suddenly i had a call with private number then i picked up, oh it’s MOM!! hahaha… she asked me,
‘you fainted ar?’
i laughed, and i asked her,
‘do you think people can still modify msn nickname to tell you that they are fainted IF they really fainted?’
wahahaha… damn funny lar my mommie!!

after the care group, we went for karaoke!! wahlao, i think… there were 24 people in the gang, and no room for us… we gotta K at the lounge… oh nvm, i still enjoy K-ing myself without mic and sitting very syokly on the sofa… hehehe… but then, a bit short ler the time we K for… haiihzz… and then after the K session, there came this POTONG STEAM session, we wanted to get into Amber to club, but then… i didnt bring ID… and the Q was damn long as well… so sad yea… and SORRIE for the GUYS who brought IDs and wanted to get in… SORRIE SORRIE SORRIE… :'( then very sadly we went for supper… haiihzz… with the sad and potong steam mood, came home, DAMN! even more potong steam… i saw my room was empty… haiihzzz… means… i gotta sleep alone again… how sad… and who cares lar, it’s 4am, too tired to think about the fearness and sadness…

what a potong steamiest day!!

OH NO NO~ UNFAIR!

i am back at home after the dumb dumb paper!! and… haiihzz… you guys know lar… yea, it was BAD!! damn it… damn cheating man!!! it stated there only can have 20 double sided pages of notes, but hell those people brought like a big STACK of it and they didnt even bother to check /UNFAIR\… and i heard sunway vu can bring in 30 pages /UNFAIR\… what the hell!!! and i didnt have enough of time lar!!! when i wanted to write down my new points… suddenly… no… time’s up /UNFAIR\… my god… really *faint*

OH NO~~

i am leaving melbournie uni law library in 5 minutes… i will be heading to melbourne showground… to sit for my corporate law exam… my 3rd paper!! i am scared… damn!!! then after the 3 hours exam, i will be going to RELAX!! yea…!! *bless me yea baby* i know you will… muacks…

EXAMS OVER!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahah before i start anything, let me announce that andrea tay yong yuan’s exams over!! shit, im having some problem here cause i dont seem to enjoy blogging in my own personal site but i enjoy blogging here, mayb coz i can insert any pictures i like haha so cool!!
anywayz, yeah exams officially ended when the clock ticked 12.15pm today! so cool.. really, and i’ll be heading to redang in 4 hrs time!! we will be taking a cab from my house at 5am!! the flight time is 7.15am crazy.. havent sat for a plane so early before..well, a new experience true story.
didnt know my good friend, cheryl got attached with her lover, jonathan. finally she found a dim sum guy that suits her character of a dim sum girl haha lame..
finally i can do my shopping, went for a little short time shopping after exams with my 2 buddies and met my hubby [chinny] for gambling session and dinner, well, he won all my money and he brought us to a place where they charged us 92 bucks for a few dishes for 4 person. crazy freak! black-listed that dumb dumb place. well exams over, but im still worrying on something now, is that whether can i make it to melbourne in this coming july? well it actually depends on my results. i hope i can do really well because my internal are not bad so hopefully la, pray hard for me dear cousin hahaha! dear eriCCa , still on exams huh.. poor thing.. bear with it la.. u’ll be fine la.. hehe ok? cheryl, gonna take care of ur “jonathan” for the time being hehehe! eriCCa, must study hard u know? dont always play gunbound, since u like gunbound so much, let me promote gunbound la.. hope they pay me some money later. well gunbound.net, whoever who wants to meet ericca to play gunbound, download gunbound first n then start shooting ur asses off! haha.. ciauzz!! sleepyyy YAWN!! shit? hey eriCCa, ur lovely petbro, thong chee wai .. im waiting for him to pass back my camera to me leh. i thought i lost my camera jst now looking up and down and i suddenly remembered i took it out in his car, n i called him and he sai dhes actually waiting for me to call him!! and i was like.. oh man, u shud tell me so i dont need to be so scared js tnow haha and he sai dhe planned to give it back to me as i need it to go redang haha. so hes coming at 2am i think.. shit now 12.30am only, i need to sleep if not tomorrow cant play leh! haha.. so i’ll wait for his call, but anyway, ur petbro is damn nice hahah.. willing to give me back, i will give him a muacks for u, agree? :)