Month: June 2004

oh gosh… i could feel that i am a bit fatter today!! why… i know!! coz i ate too much last night!! with this really delicious ABC soup cooked by Alice… oh man! with those potatoes, carrots, chicken… oops!! how sad…
and i went to stock up my cupboard with bread, eggs, packets of pasta, cheese… i am preparing my diet meals for this coming week!! yea… and i ate the ham+cheese pasta just now!! oh no… it’s so creamy… iisssh… nvm nvm… heheh, for one day okie? i will continue tomorrow… continue my intensive plan!! go go go~~
i was supposed to join my friend to study in melb uni library… but then… i am a little tired now man, and it’s so cold outside, i need a rest for TODAY, only TODAY!! it seems like i am giving too many excuses for the things that i have done!!
i was browsing someone’s blog just now, and i found this entry really interesting yet so true!! people are feeling so insecured these days, and i am not talking about anything else, it’s relationship between boys and girls… everyone is afraid of being rejected by the opposite sex… everyone is not being honest towards own feelings… everyone is hiding the true self… this is world going to be fulled of lies and dishonest people here and there!! just wondering… why cant people just voice up their feelings, speak out what’s in mind, do what they really wanna do, stop telling excuses, stop pretending, stop hiding… and try to be a true self BRAVELY… *dont understand why i cant…*

wow!! finally i have done my one of my tests, presentation and assignment… yes yes!! feeling a bit released at last… but there is another test to go tomorrow… who cares, it’s just a MCQ test and… opened book… hahahahah… not so scared… but then… after tomorrow, it will be a goood start for me to study for my exam edi… good!! faster finish the exam lar!!! then i can relax edi…
but then that time i will have to be home alone man… my housemates will be going to sydney… then i gotta be alone… holy!! from now onwards, i gotta learn how to shower when i am alone edi… after this entry i am going to do so… 2 of them not at home… haiihzzz… be independent okie? okie! then i will gotta sit at home for… 2 weeks i guess to wait for my dearest fattiest cousin to come!! yes yes!! so that i wont be the fattest edi~~ lalalala~~~
by the way, i am now on diet!! yes, on diet… weight losing… hahahaha!! cannot laugh!! hahahaha… =P yea, at least i can do it better here than in kl man!! coz i dont have people cooking nice food for me everyday… i have been eating sandwiches most of the time and yea, i think… i am slightly slimmer now… hahaha… i could feel that my jeans are not that tight anymore… =P yes… i will continue on it… for the whole exam period, sandwiches + exam stress!! good combination!! *wish me luck*

haiihzz… really bored of doing anymore modification lar… just let it be lar… kinda nice also mar… hehehe…
oh well… first of all, i must thank my dearest wheimeng for helping me to get this website, although he is stooopid, still he is my best buddy!! yea yea… *muacks* i used to hate him a lot a lot during high school… especially form 1!!! surprisingly… he is one of my precious buddies now… wahahhaa… how unlucky man!!!
damn stressed weik!!! i have never stressed like this before man!!! cant sleep well, then the brain keeps thinking about the same thing anytime anywhere… wahlaoo… luckily i still have this baby for me to destress…
i will try my best to figure out how to make this baby to look prettier and prettier…!!!