Party time……….

hohohoh after finalz wat should all da fellow do????must b party lo………been 2 rush in pj last night, bugger…..all aunty uncle dancing inside……..dunno y my fren still wanna go…..not da same level also…..ok nvm then…we open 1 bottle CHIVAS and 2 carls……but is 2 little for 7 ppl woi…make me like hanging half way not even got the feeling………aiks…..my bugger lousy fren drink a litlle bit then drunk oledi…then go n woo my fren’s cousin then hug hug and talk nonsense, and let me scold kao kao……wahhahahahah…..y ppl get brave when they drunk???i also dunno y, i juz wanna sleep when i m drunk…..ahhaha….but if i m really drunk sure puke……but boring la last night……..all uncle aunty nth 2 c…..dun feel really good when i got gf n go clubbing feel like doing something bad 2 her…..ahhahahhaha….but finally i din do anything……..pyy is good boy…..:>>…but last night the dj really sux!!!song is not energetic enough……..no umph!!!ahhahaha then tomolo is prom night lo….then after go clubbing again….macam ini sure get brain damage, then next week my fren balik sure open bottle again…..wah no$$$, which gal wanna take me???1 month 4k, very good service…..hehehheeh……gonna miss my life in kl when i m over there….miz my school, my frens, my gal, my monster car, my lecturer, my room, my bed, my mum n dad, my house, omg i m going kansas in america, the middle of nowhere….damn….my fren say got night life wo…i also dunno lo….

The Loft…

well well, it was fun at The Loft last night, i met so many people there… people from chonghwa, people from taylors… it seems like everyone goes there every friday… and the funnier part was the Snow White and the 7 Dwrafs, as my housemate was one of the 7 dwrafs while her bf was the SNOW WHITE!!! damn funnie… i will post up some pictures later… =)

erm… it was better than what i had expected… and i brought my fattie cousin along… hahahaha, her first time clubbing, wahlaoo… hopefully she is not going to blame me for that… lalalla~~ i guess she enjoyed it as well…

but then this bad thing happened to me last night… it was so bad that nobody wanted to drink with me… *arrghhh* i asked for 2 shots of 151, one for myself and another for this cute little cousin, wahlao… she had only half of it and i had to finish hers as well… then i went to have a few more tequila, 151 and whisky coke too… wahahha… and this went mixed in my stomach, feeling damn bad… and i was kicked out by the security… damn stoopid weik…!! they didnt let me in again…

fine… then we headed to hard kandy… oh gosh, it’s so damn ugly, the new hard kandy disappointed me man, i miss the billboard hard kandy weik… haiihzz… and another bad thing happened again… first time puking in melbourne *applause* what the hell… but definately i felt better after that… anyway, the Shufflers were damn PRO i can say… the only entertainment in hard kandy is looking at those shufflings… really nice… but, i doubt i will go there anymore… =) hmm… but then, maybe next time i should go to upstairs, it’s nicer there… downstairs is too underground looking…

Snatch theif!!!

holly shit 2day is the last day of my finalz then the whole class go redbox n celebrate……….damn i m the 1 sing all the way bugger no ppl wanna sing:))!!then when i reach my home n park my car outside and wanna walk 2 my house, a bike pass by me, 2 guys on da bike, and a passenger quickly step down n ask me where is ss2!!!holly shit my 6 sense work again…..maybe is juz like the spiderman 6 sense.:D……..my 6 sense told me this guy is something wrong cxz from the way he step is very different from other ppl, the guy hasnt wait the bike fully stop then step down jo……then after he hide his hand behind, n seems like holding some shit, damn my brain told me he wanna snatched me, i quickly swing a plastic bag tat i holding, damn back few steps, then i dunno y, i shout and point at the indian fellow………..then the guys stunned, n look at me….n i look at him, then he cabut back 2 bike n chiaoz oledi, then all my neighbor come out they thought i fight with some1……..wat da hell………how come these few days so damn happening 1????got heart attack woi, if there’s only a guy, i gonna smash his face on the road…..bugger……but heheheh……when he cabut back to his bike, i remember his bike number plate….dunno whether he did change or not, juz tell the police n c wat can they do lo……….ai……….:'(

A Story……

Two seeds lay side by side in the fertile spring soil.

The first seed said, “I want to grow! I want to send my roots deep into the soil beneath me, and thrust my sprouts through the earth’s crust above me. I want to unfurl my tender buds like banners to announce the arrival of spring. I want to feel the warmth of the sun on my face and the blessing of the morning dew on my petals!”

And so she grew.

The second seed said, “I am afraid. If I send my roots into the ground below, I don’t know what I will encounter in the dark. If I push my way through the hard soil above me, I may damage my delicate sprouts. What if I let my buds open and a snail tries to eat them? And if I were to open my blossoms, a small child may pull me from the ground. No, it is much better for me to wait until it is safe.”

And so she waited.

A hen scratching around in the early spring ground for food found the waiting seed and promptly ate it.

A story written by Patty Hansen.

If we are bold and adventurous like the first seed, we may indeed encounter the dangers described by the second seed. But then, we would develop stable roots in the ground, and grow tall and mighty. Our lives would be rich and dynamic. Every day would open up fresh horizons for us, and we would taste the marrow of life before death eventually claims it.

If, like the second seed, we are timid, overly-cautious and self-preserving, it may be possible to avert certain disasters. But you only need one chicken to finish you off. Even if that doesn’t happen, we would live a life of fear and suspicion. We would remain a seed, incapable of benefiting others with the huge potential for growth that’s trapped inside us. And what is a life lived vainly slinking around in the shadows?

Life is unfathomable and complex. One way or the other, we cannot tell what will come to pass. Risk does not increase simply because we choose to take it. It is ever present in the same amount, whether we trudge intrepidly forward or struggle to remain where we are.

So fuel your dreams with the courage to make them real. Allow your fragile heart to love without restraint in order to make it strong. Acknowledge your ignorance so you will continue to learn. And experience the vibrancy of life so that when it ends, you will not be burdened by regret.

Fitness First…

wah… heheheh… holy shiat!! i have just signed up with Fitness First… hahaha… i also dont know why… alamakzz… my money gone again… haiihhzzzz… hoping that i can really make full use of my membership ler…!!! hopefully…!! but i really like the aromatheraphy, steam and sauna… so nice!!! hehe, anyone out there wanna join me? =P

When some1 ask for my feeling………

When ericca told me tat i should write about wat i feel in this blog, then 1 question start raising in my mind…..how come i dun hav a strong feeling about wat happen around me………it is not tat i dunno wats happening around me, i m sure tat i m quite informed…..within days n days thinking at last i got an answer….the reason tat make me got no feeling about all these…….

cxz i found everything in this world is consist of selfishness…………erm dun u think so???try 2 think about why ur fren wanna b fren with u?cxz he is boring, he need a partner, he need some1 to talk 2, he need some1 2 help, tat y we say sometimes we help our frens n our frens will help us also………..so can u see the relationship???when the time u helping ur fren, u expect tat in no time ur fren gonna help u back……..every1 does thing with their motive!!ok u may say that u got a best fren, which u guy dun count on each other…..but can u assure that in the future will u guys still tat close?do u think about wats the reason make u guys close to each other, maybe he live nearby u or some other reasons…..every1 juz try to make use of other ppl, do u think u still can keep close to each other when u guys seperated very far????when u r really in deep trouble, do u think they will willing to help u????dun tell when u r sad u r in big trouble!!!!ok!!!those big trouble can be worse………like bankruptcy, do u think any1 will help u????

i taste the sweetness n bitterness of life, y cxz i used to b damn rich n poor, how rich???i got hell lotz of toyz, wat i used r the most expensive, then how bad is it when i m poor???my dad can even pay the road tax!!!and almost bankrupt!!so this is life………..when u r rich every1 comes 2 , when u r bad, every1 away from u, even ur relatives, ur wife all gone………this is life, the truth of life…..

20s…

well, i have this article from my Friendster’s bulletin, and i think it is so damn right and it suits me well, i wanna share this! it reflects my life… so how about you?

They call it the “Quarter-life Crisis.” It is
when you stop going along with the crowd and
start realising that there are many things about
yourself that you didn’t know and may not like.

You start feeling insecure and wonder where you
will be in a year or two, but then get scared
because you barely know where you are now.

You start realising that people are selfish and
that, maybe, those friends that you thought you
were so close to aren’t exactly the greatest
people you have evermet, and the people you have
lost touch with are some of the most important
ones.

What you don’t recognise is that they are
realising that too, and aren’t really cold,
catty, mean or insincere, but that they are as
confused as you.

You look at your job…and it is not even close
to what you thought you would be doing, or maybe
you are looking for a job and realising that you
are going to have to start at the bottom and
that scares you.

Your opinions have gotten stronger. You see what
others are doing and find yourself judging more
than usual because suddenly you realise that you
have certain boundaries in your life and are
constantly adding things to your list of what is
acceptable and what isn’t.

One minute, you are insecure and then the next,
secure. You laugh and cry with the greatest
force of your life. You feel alone and scared
and confused. Suddenly, change is the enemy and
you try and cling on to the past with dear life,
but soon realise that the past is drifting
further and further away, and there is nothing
to do but stay where you are or move forward.

You get your heart broken and wonder how someone
you loved could do such damage to you. Or you
lay in bed and wonder why you can’t meet anyone
decent enough that you want to get to know
better. Or maybe you love someone but love
someone else too and cannot figure out why you
are doing this because you know that you aren’t
a bad person.

One nightstands and random hook ups start to
look cheap. Getting wasted and acting like an
idiot starts to look pathetic. You go through
the same emotions and questions over and over,
and talk with your friends about the same topics
because you cannot seem to make a decision.

You worry about loans, money, the future and
making a life for yourself…and while winning
the race would be great, right now you’d just
like to be a contender!

What you may not realise is that everyone
reading this relates to it. We are in our best
of times and our worst of times, trying as hard
as we can to figure this whole thing out.

Send this to your twenty-something friends…
maybe it will help someone feel like they aren’t
alone in their state of confusion!!

pYy is a detective!!! pYy found the guy who stole his gf hp!

2 months ago me n my gf lost our hp in a restaurant, then 2day i back to the restaurant again to have my tea break…………then when i go to da counter and wanna pay my bill, i saw a hp on the cashier table, is the same model as my gf hp!!but the cover is changed!!!but my 6 sense told me tat this hp belong to my gf!!!so i quickly rush 2 my gf house n get her hp receipt and warranty card!!wats next???ofcxz i back to the restaurant again then i make a take away order then the cashier leave his table go back to the kitchen!!!n theres no ppl there, within any delay i grab the hp on da table n press the imei number and guess!!!the number is same as wat written in my receipt!!!damn……but the cashier deny this hp belong 2 him damn!!!he say is a customer leave it here!!!is a regular customer!!!damn!!who da hell will believe him!!! i call my dad n ask him whether should i report to police , but my dad say nvm la cxz the restaurant is owned by my neighbor, dun make so much trouble, n i say no way this is my gf thing, i hav 2 get it back!!!then finally my dad came n settle everything!!!damn i say wanna report police bcz i 1 2 get my hp back 2!!!damn my dad say nvm la……….aiks, n the fucking cashier call us 2 leave the hp here n wait for the customer come by few days!!!then finally my dad call his fren who is a police n by talking in the phone, the cashier got no choice must return the hp 2 us………….but how about my hp:'(????just wanna call 2 police n threat him 2 return my hp by saying tat if u dun hands up mine, then we gonna make u a report!!!!holly shit!!!but anyway i m smart ass baby, n very thanks 2 my 6 sense, it never be wrong!!!

WoW~~

Woohooo… since when so many chinese characters appeared in Magicland? haha.. seem like I was outdated dy. haha.. I also want :P Erm.. what to write ler… let me think first.

听说,每一根烟的代价是五分钟的生命。
所以,我很认真地对待我手中的每一支烟,用时髦的话说,那叫享受生命的每一分钟。

由此可以知道,我不是那种嗜烟如命的人,我不会一根接一根地抽烟,那样简直是烟熏火燎,会给我带来莫名的沧桑与成熟。
我爱我的生命,我也爱我右手食指与中指之间的那支十厘米长短的香烟。

我喜欢在晚上关了灯抽烟,
那一点点星火在街市灯火的闪烁中显得很微弱,
可我喜欢自己被那淡淡的烟草味包围,
那时的我才只是我自己一个人。

我不善于品烟,
可我喜欢被抽烟的自己陶醉。

烟草的味道总让我兴奋,
象被白雪覆盖了整个冬天的枯草
终于在阳春的阳光里重新干燥,
野火的肆意
也许就在将香烟点燃的那一刻
窜腾而起。
干涩干涩的,
可那就是阳光的味道,
远离了潮湿。

我也试着用右手拇指与食指
捏着那枚香烟,
在电影里,
那种姿势一般意味着将烟熄灭。

一般,
我吸烟的时候都不会是很匆忙的,
所以,
一根烟到了它该结束的长度,
我就将烟头搁着,
直到它自己熄灭……

我想所有的事情都有它结束的劫数,
正如我手中的每一枚香烟。
当无法延续的时候,
就要懂得放手,懂得结束。

可我并不潇洒,
我总是将烟放下之后,
还舍不得熄灭,
贪恋那最后的一点味道。

每一支烟,
从开始到结束,
象是穿越黑夜
去奔赴没有约定的情人。

当我无法斟辨的时候,
我往往狠心熄灭烟头。

Final………baby…….time 2 be bookworm

final is the time where i sleep most!!y??bcz whenever i opened my text book i feel like wanna sleep!!!:>> juz dunno y!!!n the lect giv no time for us to study, he only finished the last chap on last week and also finished the last progress test!!!i m so tortured!!!

ok nvm!!after final i will b free!!!can go kai kai with my frens, my gals, go my fren house n hav boyz talk!!!wat boyz talk about???holly shit u will never think about it gals!!!we talk crapz all the time, we share our seccret!!!wat secret???diff sex experience with diff gals but usually juz 1 guy talking n we juz listen cxz he got damn lotz of playmates n we got nothing !!!wahahahha this is the most interesting part!!!then reveal some secret of other ppl, juz like gals talk, then we chat anything…..until we cant stand n sleep then next day go kai kai again this is boyz life ok!!!/????

in holiday i m the one who always being hired as a lightbulb to accompany my fren to go for their 1st date with a gal they like!!!y is me all the time, cxz i got tons of lame jokes n topic 2 share with so they wont feel bored in their 1st dating cxz normally both party r shy!!!but if i m sleep during tat moment!!i will say nothing just stone there!!!hehehehhe!!then transform in2 pig n shows u my sleepy look!!!~~~~

i like holiday!!!baby, holiday can read books!!!then update myself from current news from my frens!!!wat news?not those on newspaper!!are those underground news!!wowowow!!!wats those news???illegal racing(my favor, never ever missed), hacking(this is cool baby), sex party news(is fun 2 listen), and bla bla……ok time up, my tummy say wanna eat so i gotta get out n buy some food!!!
my carlsberg trip!!!c all drunk buggers!!~~
this is my carlsberg trip pic!!c all drunk buggers!cxz we got free beers!!i got the most red color face n ofcxz with a spec wearing a dark blue t-shirt standing where juz right behind a guy wearing light blue shirt!!!the best moment of operating management class!!!wowowo