usually, i hardly find a person i really like to share my ups and downs… really difficult, and at the moment, there are only A FEW (people know who they are)… but then, when i found a person like this, i would just treasure very […]
Month: August 2004
yea yea yea… i am soOoOOOooooOOoo HAPPIE!! i just got myself a new job today, and it’s an interesting job i guess with this interesting supervisor… hehe… and i also got my room mate and cheryl working there too… how sweet… =)
and then finally i got back all the remaining balance from that girl… yoohoo… how rich i am today =) then cheryl, yuan, woon, nhan, grace, alice and i went to have dinner… *yumyum* delicious and CHEAP dinner!! cool yea… hehe… then then then went to Brunetti to have Blackforest… *wahlao* i am super satisfied now, feel so nice =) i am so happie then i sms my mom… hehee… and she called me back… hehee… so happie again~~ woohooo… today must be a good day… lalalalalala~~~
and… yes, now is 12am SHARP!!! melbourne’s time… hehe
HAPPY BRITHDAY to my DEAREST FAMILY BUDDY –> Mr. Wong Whei Meng… may all your dreams come true =) *love+miss* ALWAYS!
and then… of coz a HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my naughty twins brothers!!! hey man, STUDY SMART for your PMR man!! dont play play yea, and also be a GOOD BOY!!!
i have just ended a war with someone… and i really pissed with it together with disappointment… i have something to say peacefully without any interruption…
first of all, i really have to admit that you are someone really cool and i admire a lot… the way you are and the way you treat others are stuffs that i really admire!! i think that you are really a good friend treating people really good… a good listener, you never say no when i need someone to talk to, someone to cheer me up… a good adviser, i always feel really better after talking to you… and all these are the main reasons WHY I LIKE TO TALK TO YOU… and these make you so cool…
but then today i felt really disappointed at you, you didnt even listen to me… and i was just trying to tell you that HOW GOOD YOU ARE and not HOW BAD YOU ARE… i was telling you the truth but you didnt even wanna listen to me and started to say that you know how bad you are… isnt that real bad that you ignored everything while i was trying to compliment you and trying to confirm you yourself in order to build more self confidence for you… further more, you even told me that your PAST had brought you to this kinda life… and what different people have different thinking… and yea, then why did you ignore MY opinions? i was telling how i felt about you and you thought that i was COMFORTING you ehh…??? and you think that i feel bored while talking you eh, if it is so, why i have been talking to you then? charity huh??? or i really have nothing else to do huh???
anyway, if you wanna live in your own sad world, keep it going… and whatever it is, i have done with what i should have done… hopefully you can build up your confidence soon… good luck…
haihzz… i know i am forever a weak decison maker… this is true… and again, i need to make decision… haiihzzz…
at first, i was complaining all the time that i was JOBLESS and i need a job… so i started to throw my resumes and contact here and there, hoping for someone to call me up for an interview or so… but then, now, i am facing this dumb situation, where i am holding 3 jobs now… what the heck man… and i dont know which to choose!! help me!!