Let it be…

hmm… feeling so different again… maybe you people would have expected that i would feel different again anytime… haha… that’s so true…

you came, you made me feel different, you showed me another side of yourself… which really makes me think that you are BETTER again… which makes me feel like sticking to you… which makes me think that you are the one…

and this seriously sounds so bad… at first, i thought that i was SO WRONG that i have feeling for someone that is not-that-good… and someone that doesnt have feeling for me… so i had been telling myself that ‘i have to leave, i have to find someone better…’ but… you have shown that you are actually not-that-bad, in fact i find that you are much better than many people… you have made me feel that i have MORE and MORE reasons to fall for you… the more i see you, the more good things i find in you *DAMN*

maybe i should be a nice person, wishing you best of luck in finding your Ms. Perfect… but on the other hand, i am trying to be an evil wishing you have no luck at all, so that YOU will be mine…? oh well…


my new hair without being tied up… =P

Daddie SO good!!

mommie owed me money!! she didnt wanna pay me back!! so i kept complaining that i had got no money, but 10bucks left… so poor thing… then daddie saw me so poor thing, so he gave me 50bucks!! kekeke… then i showed off to mommie saying that ‘my daddie so good, mommie no good’

then when i was back home, daddie gave 50bucks to mommie to buy something, so FORTUNATELY that i was there too!! so i took the 50bucks away from mommie!! ahahahahhaa… because she owed me =P then mommie kept complaining that i am owing her LIFE OF MONEY!! my godzzz… there came my HERO DADDIE to protect me saying that ‘give her money to spend lar, she needs to go out mar…’ *muaahhahahahahaa~* so happie!! daddie even asked me enough or not, not enough then he would give me more… then he also told me ‘next time no money tell daddie ok’ *wakakakkakakakakaka* AGAIN, i told mommie ‘SEE, my daddie so good, mommie no good’ =P

hmmm… oh yea, i have got a new hair cut!! kekekeke… cut by a PROFESSIONAL HAIRSTYLIST –> Ms. Ericca Chin!! wahahahahha… well, seriously i am so proud of my own skill!! even my cousin saw me just now, and she said ‘you cut your hair ar, so nice one’ *my godzzzzzz* I AM SO GOOD!! hahahahaha… people, anyone wanna try my skill? heheheheehehe~


nice hair!!

/me is happie!! =P

/me is now happily sitting in front of the laptop blogging this happie day…!! yeah~~~ and also very FULL!!! *phat*

well, finally i attended the ULCER FAMILY’s funeral today!! yeahoo~!~! *rest in peace* thankx to everyone that concerned about THE family yea…!! they are now happily resting in peace… hmm… SPECIAL thankx to Joel didi *Joel’s blog*, and thankx to POKU THE EVIL for kept asking me to see doctor, thankx to BOBO for kept cursing me to have ULCER PLANET, thankx to MOMMIE’s E. Excel – Noco, Act, Essence of Time, BIG BIG thankx to my own money buying me, myself and I many cups of watermelon juice and coconut juice!!! *damn, what a waste*

after days of PORRIDGES, i had my first celebration of the day!! early in the morning, daddie brought me to Bak Kut Teh breakfast edi!! woohooo~!~! and it was the first time eating bak kut teh ever since i came back!! then headed to college and another YEAH for it, LAST DAY!! yeahoooo… today was my last lecture for this summer course, nomore classes!! which means… final exam is coming soon… it’s on 16th of feb… a lil sadz… not a good date!! duh~~~ i will have to study during Chinese New Year and VALENTINE’S day!! damn damn damn~~

oh well, i went to Inti college to look for zhanshen as he was having his break at that time, so i joined his friends for a MINI gambling session at Reading Hall!! ahhaha… and it was seriously MINI man!! imagine playing blackjack for only 10cents/game!! ahhahahaha… well, FUN though~ =)

after that, zhanshen, wheimeng and I decided to go for dinner… and it’s really hard for us to decide what to eat!! and YEAH, finally i recalled that i NEEDED to eat The Ship!! yeah~~ but then, where the hell is The Ship around PJ? then called up XUSXUS, he told us there is one in UPTOWN and yeah… he was right!! *muacks xusxus* damn, i got so excited when i saw THE SHIP outside the restaurant!! hahaha… first time dining in the ship ever since i came back!! kkekkeke… i had thai seafood tom yam soup+lamb chop+watermelon juice, wheimeng had his PROMOTION set of dont know what with soup, with beef, with ICE CREAM somemore!! zhanshen had his ice-lemon-tea+chicken… BUT, not really that nice only wor… why? i am not sure though, coz usually i go to the one at bukit bintang, located opposite BB plaza, that one is good!!

then headed to Giant to buy wheimeng’s MIC~ hahaha, he wanna play SKYPE!! =P then i also bought a house phone, zhanshen also had itchy-butts so he bought a set of MIC too… kekekeke… there came a question from wheimeng when i was about to pay by credit card, he asked me ‘eh, since when you using SILVER card?’ after a few seconds STONED there, 3 of laughing like mad cowz… and we know the reason why… hahahahahahahha…

i saw SHINS, i wanted to buy some shampooing thingie to CURE my dried hair… poor hair… then this CUTE LIL sales girl introduced me a GOOD set of thingie, 3 small LIL bottles a set, 170bucks!!! *my eyes went so BIG* i told her too expensive, i wanted something less expensive, then she came to me with another promotion set, also 3 LIL BIGGER bottles, 100bucks… that’s sounds better, isnt it? but then she threw me another SUPER LIL hair moisturiser, DAMN!! another 75bucks… but she said VERY GOOD ONE WOR!!! and… i didnt have so much cash… 175bucks… SO, thankx MOMMIE…!!! ahahahhahahahaha~

the last HAPPIE thing… ekekeekek… when i back at home, mommie told daddie that SOMEONE put money into the letterbox for him, so he asked me to check it out… being a GOOD daddie’s daughter, of coz i RAN down with an ‘OKIE’… and i came up with a 50bucks note, i SERIOUSLY handed to my dad with a ‘NAH’, my dad took a look at it and told me ‘YOU TAKE’ and woooohooooo i said ‘THANKIEW’ hahahahahaha… so cool~~ got extra money again~~ lalalallalalalala~

and… GENG!! 12 hours out today!! from 10am-10pm!! =) and tomorrow no class!! then tonight is going to be my SHADES OF TRUTH’s night!! ekekekekekekeke~~

eyes refreshment!!

I like 2 carry digicam around but lately, i lost my charger so i got 2 use my hp n take all this pics hope u guys like it!!!

this is my fatty classmate!!! is spyshot, so better dun spread out wahahhahha


foggy university


iced tree, like a crystal sculpture



my car just got washed!!!


me!!!


a vietnamese food, but the eggs r like ………trembling!!!whahahaha


my school golf course
wat do u think about my pic taking skill???isnt tat good??? whahahhaha!!! happi CNY!!!lol

遊戲玩得太認真 就會和快樂沒緣份

well… i got these words from SHIRLEY JIEJIE this afternoon… and thankiew jiejie for these words…

it’s kinda true… when there is a game, you are first gotta agree with all the rules and regualtions… and there will always be an end for a game… there will always be GAME OVER sooner or later…

every game is only for the sake of fun… so… not supposed to be so serious… =)

basically, i am not supposed to be in a game…

Feeling SICK…

damn, i am feeling so sick since yesterday, no energy at all… the only think i feel like doing is… to lie on the bed~ WHY WHY WHY, this is the 2nd time falling sick since i came back edi! dengzzzz…

even someone called me yesterday telling me that he was so sadz and he even asked me to find him yesterday else i would never see him again… it’s pretty scary… but i could do nothing!!i was sick!! then i told him that i would find him today… but then too bad again, i am still very sick… duh~ gotta FFK him again… but then it’s kinda releasing since that he still sms-ing me… HE IS STILL ALIVE!! yeah~~

when i was watching some dont-know-what-program screening on tv… house phone rang so i picked up… was very surprised that someone was calling my house phone to look for me… hmm… usually people calling handphone nowadays… further more, the voice was not that familiar at all… the conversation went like this:

guy: ericca please…
me: yea, i am.
guy: you are back?
me: yes.
guy: how long edi?
me: long time ago. who are you?
guy: XXXXX, still remember me?
me: yea.
guy: what are you doing?
me: sleeping.
guy: ok then, not gonna disturb you.

then i just hang up the phone and got back to my tv~ well, i seriously couldnt find a reason to continue the conversation between us… no point at all… and i was so surprised that he actually called my house phone instead of handphone… probably because that i didnt reply any of his sms before, so he thought that i had changed my number? oh well… PAST IS PAST…

PAPERS?

this morning when i was out for breakfast with mayvis, i found that there was something in my pocket when i was trying to stuck my wallet into my pocket… and i was complaining that there must be some PAPERS stucked there… then i put my hand into it trying to EXPLORE… and guess what!! MONEY!! hhahahahahaha… at first i saw a RM50 note, then another 3 RM10 notes… woohooo~!~!~! suddenly i am so rich edi with 80bucks extra… lalalalallalala~~ and it’s so miracle that it was the first time i wearing that pants since i came back~~~ which means… my dearie 80bucks had been sleeping in my pants for a year!! ahahhaahhaha~~ so cool man~~

and i still wonder… maybe it was only 50bucks at first, then hor… after one year, so got 30bucks interest!!! kekekekekekeek~~

after that, we went to mid valley, while the main purpose for me to go to mid valley was because that i forgot to collect the matching undies for my undies sets yesterday… hahahaha… i only collected the top parts but not the bottom parts… kekekeek… when i told my mom, she was like… LUCKILY 2 pieces only… as i only bought 2 sets!! but then in my mind… i told myself NOWAY!! i must get them back, else the bras gonna be so cacated without their friends… or i would get another new same set!! ahhahaha…

and yea… i already collected them! they are just so LOVELY!!

AGAIN…

again and again… again and again… have been thinking of the same case all the time… knowing the facts… knowing the shoulds and shouldnts… but… still wondering what will be the final decision… and when will be the FINAL?

have been telling myself that i am having the control, i can control myself, control my feelings… blablabla… but then, the fact is I CANT… it seems like i am just like a loser now (maybe SOMEONE is right, SOMEONE told me that i am currently letting him pulling my nose to walk)… and also been telling myself that, he might change, he might feel it sooner or later… i have been trying my best to be a better person, to NOT to do things that he thinks are not right… but then, still never change his mind or he still thinks that i am not a good person… or perhaps he is the one who wanna be a bad person all the time…? or perhaps a bad guy like him doesnt deserve a good girl like me… oh well~

and again, been telling myself to END it ASAP in order to avoid more sadness in the future, and i really MEAN it and HOPING for it… but, still looking for the best way, best time to do so… wish me luck then~

A Piscean…

因為情緒加無知,導致你的生活完全操控在別人手里,別人永遠不知哪句話已經得罪你的哪條神經,不過也沒關系,因為你這個無聊份子,在剛發完誓說自己永遠不理某某某的同時沒多久,又馬上原諒了那個剛剛被你詛咒的人,天啊!這種人格分裂,只有你自己受得了!

er… i got this from zhanshen’s website and he purposely highlighted this part to me saying that it’s very true ON ME!! even Zeno also thinks that!! damn!!

oklor… it seems like you people dont like me to forgive HIM wor… hor? hey, but then… sometimes there are REASONABLE REASONS there ok~~~!! =P

anyway, i am happie today!! hehehee… and also thankx for the nice PAN MEE wor!! really nice weik, i think even nicer than some people selling outside there man!! thankx to ZhanShen, Zeno, Mayvis, WeeHong, WayLeong for joining the dinner… and thankx to WheiMeng for FFKing us!!