So quiet…

everything seems so quiet these days… i just cant seem to get myself adapted into a HAPPY environment… hopefully soon i can get back to my normal life after moving into my new home… there will be more people to talk to and merrier…

i used to be very happy chatting online all days and nights non-stop… but now… my brain seems to be so empty and i have no mood to chat so much… i couldnt stand it when it is so quiet and lonely… when i was alone on the way out, i kept thinking of her and my tears falling… damn, i cant do anything, i can only keep myself busy busy busy, stop thinking, stay in a noisy environment and all…

and there is someone that i feel secured with, every moment that i am with someone, it makes me feeling so comfortable and no worries at all… but whenever i am not with someone, i start feeling miserable, lonely, helpless, i even couldnt sleep well without someone… and i miss someone so badly… although someone has no special relationship with me, someone seems so important to me…

from now onwards, i have learnt a lesson, never wait a minute to say ‘I LOVE YOU’ or show how much you care to anyone that you love… i already told my family that i love them… i already told my buddies that i love them… and so… i told someone that i love someone too… =)

I hope that…
Ilaria is living happily in Heaven now…
everyone is staying with their loved ones…
everything will be fine soon…

I LOVE YOU!!

11 thoughts on “So quiet…”

  1. bcz the stupid pyy no time 2 write article over these few weeks then this blog became so quiet n down…..i m also down bcz i got no enough sleep all bcz of da stupid hw…..although i m freethinker, i still pray for her(but i dunno which god i m praying 2 wahahhaha), then u guys must also pray for her…..n u guys must cheer up not bcz she is death is juz bcz she found her way…….so u guys will b more happily!!!!anyway spring break is coming, pyy going 2 ski!!!wwoowowo excited!!!but my gf seems suffer in aus, but nvm after all thse experiences she will b stronger….bcz pyy support her

  2. wah… when replying to me you are A+W… but then to others, you are BB lar… pandai betul you ni~~

    pyy… where is your gf huh…? which part of aus?

  3. hey, vy, just give me a ring whenever there’s anything bothering you. PLS OK? my ear is currently your slave ;p do it while it is.

    REMEMBER, you love ones love you a lot, dont leave them behind k.

    talk to me if there’s anything.

  4. btw, freddie’s recommendation is good, use up your time with meaningful stuff.. nothing wasteful k? you may want to consider religion guidance as mentioned to you.. k

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