Pray For Mommie…

was shocked when i got this call from my cousin telling me that my mom was in the hospital… just a second later, my eyes rolling with tears, i tried to calm down, and since she told me that NOT-SOMETHING-SERIOUS… i tried to calm down before making a phone call to mommie… i couldnt… i took a few minutes crying before calling… finally, i braved myself to pick up the phone… my hand was shivering while dialing… trying to stay calm… wiping off the tears… hoping that everything’s fine…

yes, mommie answered the call and i pretended that i knew nothing and asked her where was she… she replied “in the hospital” and i asked why, she answered “to sleep”… *WTF* she still could joke at this moment… this lady is… TERRIBLE!!!

i actually called home yesterday and knew that she was sick and she didnt online her msn today, so i expected that she was still sick so resting at home and thinking of calling her tonight maybe… but who knows… already SLEEPING in the hospital… *arrgghhh* and she MIGHT need to go for some operation… i kept asking her if she was afraid, she said nothing to be afraid of *acting brave huh* and she also said “operation mar operation lar”… fuhhhh… i have no freaking idea whether she was just PRETENDING to be no fear or just trying not to make me worry…

and i really thought of going back tonight to accompany her in the hospital since she was alone… and i have no classes for 3 days so i thought maybe i could just go home for 3 days and then come back after that… but she refused to let me back… and she was LAUGHING and asking me not to make her laugh… *WTF* but i really feeling damn bad, i feeling so left out, i cant see what’s going, i dont feel like i am a part of the family, i cant do anything at all…

THIS IS ALSO THE REASON WHY I DONT LIKE TO STAY HERE ANYMORE!!!

bahhhhhhhhh… well, since mommie said nothing to worry and since that nobody’s there with her, so i ASSUME it’s really not that serious… and let’s pray that she will be fine soon, VERY SOON…

today’s also popo’s birthday, will call her up and talk more about it…

5 thoughts on “Pray For Mommie…”

  1. wah-lau ur mom really is a brave woman!!
    if u wanna go home then just go home, just follow ur heart…..
    hope ur mom will get well soon!!
    take care lil princess!

  2. our mommies are forever like that …
    they never want us to worry bout them no matter is serious or not …
    i’ve experienced it before *sweat*
    yeah … like you, i always worry bout my families eventhough i’m far away or even i never tell them tat i really care bout them …
    sigh … i dun even dare enuff to tell mommy, “I LOVE YOU” … bad gal !!!

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