想你

早已知道会这样,早就知道自己会很想你!希望这只是一杀那的不习惯,我会好好地习惯没有你的日子。你那讨人厌的嘴巴,串串的样子,烦人的个性。。。不知为什么而变得很可爱,很希望再次呈现在我面前。。。不过放心吧,你这贱人,我是不会想你太久的!三两下子就会把你抛得远远的!
give me some time… =)

Back at Melbourne…

again back to this old place which i dont really wanna come back… but no choice.. aisssskkzzz… the weather is not really good, quite warm, 22 degrees *dont CHEHHHHH ar*, but we are living without fan and air-con… i miss my air-con ar… =( *wawawawawa~~*

moved into my new room, gotta rearrange everything… kinda headache ler, no mood to arrange edi… ish… i am lucky that i am staying with my cousins… ehehehe… so from today onwards, my cousins = my housemates… HAPPY FAMILY!! =)

but well, at least my leave brought me a lil surprise… that i was kinda shocked when i received the sms… with that kinda content which i will never ever see or hear from him in real life…

hey girl, nice knowing you. very nice to be able to spend some lil time with you here ya. dont forget about me ok? shall keep in touch in msn alrights? muakz. have a safe and fun journey back. take care of yourself. and erm… dont know what more to say. sob sob. gonna miss you… sob sob…

yea, i cried. most touching sms of the day… =)

thankx boy. glad to have known you for this small amount of time and i think we kinda maximised the time to hang out together, and to spend quite some time to accompany each other, to bright up each other’s life… although the time spent wasnt too much, at least the quality of memories that we have is good enough =) no matter how, i appreciate you, your company, the joy, fun and laughters that you brought to me… as well as the arguments that we had, it’s all about me and you, it’s OURS! although it’s a bit not so possible, i still hope that you will remember that you still owe me something, and you will really come to visit me, and of course, remember ME!! take care yea, build yourself a career, find yourself a good wife and finally be a MAN!! i will surely miss you as i already started missing your existence… =)

Last Night…

hmmm… it’s my last night in kl again… went out yumcha lor, what else… gathered at sri petaling for some tongshui… then headed to steven’s corner for food and drinks… thankx for the laughters and thankx for the night, thankx to wheimeng, dennis, mayvis, kangee, zeno, weiyu and weehong…

around 1am… reached home and changed to pyjamas then lied on the bed to chat on msn… suddenly, this SHIT enson asked me to go makan… i went like WTF… AGAIN!!! thinking of the last kl night life… so then i got myself changed, then SLOWLY and QUIETLY went out, trying not to wake my mom up… hahahahhahahaa… yea, picked up kevin and then 3 of us went to this porridge shop, but only enson eating alone while me and kevin only drinking and talking cock…

after eating, this SHIT suddenly got excited of going to see AH GUAs… *wtf* drove down to chow kit to see ah guas… and i was really really surprised man, those ah guas… really MA DE FARKING PRETTY!! grrrrrrrr~~ the boobies damn big somemore, some even wearing DEEP LOW V neck top with the boobies OUT of the top hanging… *pengsan* then we also went to zouk to see girls, but we saw people fighting… ahhahahaha… damn syiok… then we also went through 2 road blocks which we were damn PROUD of ourselves, we seldom get the chance to be not afraid of road blocks one man! HAHHAA… because, we were good tonight… *winkz*

well, it’s a stupid trip to do stupid things, but then… damn happy… hehehehehe… what an experience that i have never had before… kekekeke… =) reached home at 330am… my mom was awake… and she thought i just got back… HAHHAHAHA… she didnt know that came back earlier and went out again… weeeeeheeeee~~ =P


the cute zeno and weehong acting cute… weehong so chubby *pinchpinch*


well, wheimeng is only 3 years old, dont blame him for the mess…


this is kevin… the perfect body type that i want… *yumyum*


this is the arabian idiot skinny lil skeleton prince enson… aka the idiot shit sissy enson… HAHAHHAHA~ *act cute only*

Luna’s Pics…

thankx Hazel… *muacks*


a grand opening pic, THE POOL… LENG AR!!


ALL OF US…
L-R (top): Nom, Richard
L-R (sitting): Me, Nunu, Hazel, Kae


our drinks… clockwise from the ORANGE color drink…
My Tequila Sunrise, Nunu’s Zombie, Kae’s Snowball, Richard’s Luna Electric, Nom’s MEDICINE(it tastes like one)! *hahahhaah, Chocolate Mint Martini, i think*, Hazel’s Blue Lagoon in the middle…


hazel and me… so artistic wooooooo~~~


me and nunu…


me and nunu with KLCC!!

now… some stupid NUNU pics on the way…


nunu acting cute with me and hazel’s hand…


soh*i nunu… *shakehead*

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THANKX FOR THE NIGHT!!*muacks* hope to see you all again during my NEXT ANNUAL XETTIE GATHERING… =)

Luna Bar…

yeay… went to meet the xettie members tonight for my ANNUAL xettie gathering… hhahahaha… hazel picked me up *muacks* thankx yea, now i remember that i still owe you a drink… HAHHA… on credit first… =P then picked up kae… then met up with nunu, then we went to have dinner at jalan alor… *yumyum*

finally… the BOMB… LUNA BAR!! *yeay* been looking forward to come to this place, and i did it!! yooohooo~~~ it’s really really super nice!! a nice place to hang out, to have a drink, chit chat… there is a nice view, comfortable seats, nice drinks, friendly waiters… damn!! nothing is bad i think!! but it will cost 50bucks for cover charge during weekends, and i guess it will be packed as well, so be smart, go on a weekday!! it’s around 30bucks for a cocktail, of coz, you can have coffee and soft drinks though… around 10bucks…

hmm… oh yea, nomnom went with his friend, richard too!! and after a while of chit chat, i found that richard’s gf, susan was actually my workmate for JD that night… hahaha… what a small world!! but… that ROUROU, queen of FFK… grrrrrrr~~~

now, some pics from my lousy n70, taken using night mode… poor quality… also the same time waiting to STEAL pictures from hazel’s digicam… KEKKEKEKE…


the view of KLCC…


the so comfortable sofa…


the so nice view of the swimming pool with tables around it…


the so cool bar tender at the bar with LOTS of liquor!!

now now now… HAZEL!! PICS!!! *waiting* =)

Flight…

hmmm… i got people asking me this same question… that… what time is my flight… well, i answered I DONT KNOW… hahahah… eh, serious, i really dont know when… HAHHAHHAHA~~ it’s already really good that i know it’s on friday… =P maybe i should check it out to make sure… hahahahhaha~~

oh well, just got back from SHOGUN and BIG MOMMAAAA~~ maybe, i expected too much from shogun, so it turned out not that great to me… no doubt, the sashimi really fresh and thick… and really a lot of food there… seriously cant afford to eat ALL OF THEM… basically, i think the price is quite reasonable also lor… and luckily it’s still february, as they gonna increase the price starting MARCH!! ahahha… for those who wanna try it out, be quick!

after that, we went for movie… WOW… first time watching movie in 1u’s new cinema… so nice… *yumyum* and hey, the movie was funny!! I LOVE BIG MOMMA… so cute~~~~~~ and also the BABY BOY, what’s his name edi ar? nvm… BABYBOY~~~ *muacks* ehhehehe… =)

oh yea, i went shopping too… haiihzzz… now i declare… I AM VERY BROKE!

Not Meant To Be…

i was hoping to go to SHOGUN for dinner with mom, cousin and auntie tonight after our shopping spree at 1u today…

first, i was told that we gonna leave early, before dinner… 1st disappointment… so we decided to go for the lunch session instead… who knows, it was closed for ONLY TODAY’s LUNCH!! *deng* 2nd disappointment…

and i was damn sad and down because of it that i really really really wanna go for it… so i started sending out sms to find people to go with me, all said NO… except for one… i was so happy, happily went to shopping and all… until i made a call to him after everything, he told me… he not going edi… i went like WTFFFFFFFFFFFFF!! i would rather you said NO to me earlier than you FFKed me last minute… 3rd disappointment…

it seems like… i am not meant to go for it…

maybe… we shouldnt force something to happen… when it’s not meant to happen… just let it be… i am tired of asking… i am tired of hoping… and also tired of being disappointed… as well as… when there is something which we are not meant to know… better not ask, better not know… because you will somehow be told if you are meant to know… and also, you will also be told that you arent meant to know by other people…

eRiCCa de celebrity…

well… i am damn tired now… i had TOO MANY gatheringS today man!! a total of 4.5 sessions… HAHHAHAHA…

actually went out at 10am with mom and brothers to pudu then to summit to buy shoes… YEAY!! i got a new pair of shoes!! 3 of us spent 930bucks in just one shop in 30 minutes… ahhahahaha… then back home around 3pm… just sat down for like 10minutes, thought could take a rest…

but then… went out at 330pm with keith… he told me going yumcha but he brought me to SIT at his friend’s workshop to see them playing yahoo game… grrrr… but then, gotta meet a new group of FUNNY friends… HEHE… alex, bert and foong… thankx people for fetching me here and there like mary-go-round in a BANANA CAR and accompanied me to wait for so long… yea, they sent me to meet up with BB, waited for quite some time though…

there we started our journey at 730pm to taman jaya A&W to meet up with the hubbers… thankx bb!! and hey, i took a pic with A&W bear… KKEKEKEKKEKEKE~~ thankx FMJ’s camera!! and then thankx to fred, fetching me to mid valley to meet up with yvonne, bob and kiew for dinner at 9pm…

then at around 1130pm, mayvis, den, and kang ee came to pick me up for next round… yumcha at halo cafe… and kelvin also joined the session with a friend… it’s like a 1.5 sessions here…HAHHAAHHA~~ then we moved to my house to talk cock… until now… 2am… finally ALL DONE!!!

i am tired… but i am happy… =)


weeeeeeheeeeeeee~~ he is FATTER!! kekekekkeke… =P

bgeh 2…

hey bgeh… thankx for the topic in hub yea… thankx for introducing more visitors here… suddenly 40 visitors edi wor!! awwwwwwwww… so sweet!! i dont need to be in the hub… but i have INFORMERS… see how much people dislike you oorhh… =) great job!

first of all… i dont know whether you all STUPID or DUMB or whatsoever… i already said that I WASNT ANGRY AT THAT VIP THINGIE!! i was just FUCKING DULAN because SOMEONE MUCH MORE CHILDISH than me calling me CHILDISH!! you KIDDO! yea, like some people said… what’s the use and meaning of a VIP in the hub man… it’s nothing… and i didnt even care for so long that my VIP lost dont know how long ago… which really means that i dont fucking care about the status!

okokok… damn… back to the topic… listen… no… read here… bgeh should be reading… HAHHAHAA… basically, i dont mind being insulted, this can be seen by me being insulted by BB~ he is the extreme, but i still think that he is a nice person, only that he is messing around… hmm, and of course more people insulted me, but they have their POINTS, they said i was being annoying/rude/whatever, ok, i am, i accept it… but YOU, you do everything on purpose and you think you are right, you think you are making sense… but you are DEFINATELY NOT!

first thing, childish person being a VIP is a shame… ok, this one i accept, i am childish, i admit… and i dont contribute to the hub also, i admit, i memang treat the hub as a bullshitting place for me only… a pass time… so i dont mind… but YOU, wahlaoo… even a childish person cannot be VIP edi, how the hell on earth a childish person + PMS person can be OPERATOR!! this is so wrong!!

ok… you LAUGHED at ULTIMATE OP POWER is it… yea, you did that… you represent the hub, by talking nonsense… for example, i seriously dont think that i was DE-VIP because of childishness, that’s your nonsense! another one is… you nuts for muting, kennylising, lunarising for STUPID REASONS!! what the fuck is wrong with you for kennylising me for saying SCOTTY IS CUTE!! he is cute, so what? jealous ar? and you said it as ‘no contribution’… ok, go and fucking kennylise yourself for saying SHERYL IS CUTE lar… or when you say DOTA!! contribution ar? BULLSHIT!!

yea, my DELAYED ACTIONS… this is because… mine is a WWW action… and yours only a HUB ACTION… differentiate it ok… =)

and also…

[15:27] NSX_MY> ericca leh, i memang tak suka dia in frankly –> ok lar, i dont have problem with you dont like me, i dont expect everyone to like me though… and i have my bads, you can dislike me for sure… but then, although i dont have POSITIVE feeling towards you, i dont have NEGATIVE feelings towards you too… *neutral*

now now before you get into the silly insults and stuff, i must remind you that seagates is innocent
heck he was the one that unkennylized you 2 mins after
perhaps you forgot to check it though =)

Log:
[00:56] [action] bgeh kennylized eRiCCa
[00:58] [action] SeaGates unkennylized 1 out of 1 users

Comment from: bgeh [Visitor] — 02/17/06 @ 18:44

oh, thankx for telling… OF COZ I KNOW!! i do things with SOLID REASONS one, ok… =) you saw me scolding him meh? and i know he is a nice person too… *cheers*

Brian Geh aka bgeh…

fuiyoorrhh… be proud of yourself!! first time in my life screwing someone so openly in my blog… yooohooo~~~ you get it the FIRST PRIZE man!! ok… introduction now… he is bgeh, his name is Brian Geh, he is a KID but an adult wannabe, and he is an op in LYN’s DC++ Hub… and he thinks that he is SO FUCKING MATURED, SO FUCKING SMART, and SO FUCKING POWDERFUL with his ULTIMATE OP power given by dont know who… i seriously wonder who the hell on earth gave him the OP man… misusing his power all the time…

ok, basically, LYN’s DC++ Hub is a file sharing and chatting medium

and yea, i do share files and what’s wrong with CHATTING now… chatting means we can talk whatever we want lar… *deng* he must have failed his english…

basically, i DAMN dulan him as in he said that i am CHILDISH… yea, i am… but at least, i ACT childish most of the time… and i pity him for being childish ALL THE TIME just because HE IS CHILDISH and he is an adult wannabe… but hey, stop it man! stop acting like a MAN, you are still a BOY! please lar, not only ME, people in hub agree that you are a KID, admit it please… i dont have contribution, right? and yea, so you contributed HELL DAMN A LOT huh… with your DOTA, with your JAY’s songs, with your CARYN, with your SHERYL… *awwwwwwwwww so much* sau pei lar you, you think sheryl as a pretty girl, a smart girl, a matured girl will like such a nerdy boy, a childish boy like you… *burp* you must be kidding me… =)

i think i will just DE-OP you if i can… it’s such a DISGRACE to have you as an op man… yucks… only know how to whine, dota, get moody, misuse power… *vomit* but hey, i wont do so, just because i wont misuse my power for inappropriate reasons… like YOU!!

here are some logs… click to read the full logs…

LOG1:
he honestly thinks that i was the most childish VIP in the hub and it’s a shame, so i shouldnt be a VIP anymore… *and i think he is also the most childish OP in the hub and it’s a shame as well, he shouldnt be an OP anymore*

LOG2:
SOMEONE thinks that he is a kid too, KIDDO!

LOG3:
misusing his powder… and a HERO wannabe, a kepoh… note1: seagates is an OP too, but he didnt do anything… note2: kennylised means whatever you type will be kennylised to censored/improper words…

LOG4:
random examples of bgeh’s contribution *applause*

NEW!! i have supporters here!! HERE HERE HERE!! it seems like not ONLY ME having problem with you… BGEH, go and fucking get yourself educated please… what i mean by educated is… learn how to be a REAL PERSON instead of only reading your idiot books!! learn how to respect and socialise with people!