Month: April 2006

1st Month

1st Month

oh well, i dont know how many couple out there actually celebrate their monthly anniversary or some special day like the 10th day, the 100th day, the 143th day, the 999th day… blablabla… but me, i was taught by my EX that we should celebrate […]

Likes Vs Dislikes…

Likes Vs Dislikes…

hmmmm… i think i kinda like AND dislike my life lately… *HAHAHHA* sounds lame… every morning when i wake up at freaking 7am, only one thought comes to my mind… ‘I THINK I AM SICK TODAY‘… the reason why is because, i can continue my […]

People…

People…

it’s really true that different people have their very own way of thinkings and what they want… and it’s damn farking hard when you are in between of them, dont know what to do… that is driving me nuts!!!

there are always some people that are important in life… such as family, friends, partner… as well as some people that are always be with you, like housemates… and when these people want you to do DIFFERENT things at the SAME time, you know that you are in trouble!! i believe there wont be a solution that you can make everyone happy… you have to make them both happy and you yourself suffering from both pains, or you will have to make them both upset, or you shall just ignore…

beside that, you might have to do something which you really hate to do… MEASURING who is more important… take 1 and leave 1… i really dont want to… being a piscean, it’s a big project for me to make a decision, even as small as deciding what to eat for lunch… and now, i am trapped in this idiot problem solving thingie… *madness*

maybe… i should live in an isolated island… i have problem dealing with people…

Sick AGAIN!!

Sick AGAIN!!

damn man… i am sick again!! *grrrrrrrrrrrr* woke up with gastric… thought of rest for a while then it would be ok, so then i called up my boss to tell him that i would be there late… who knows… later on i had fever […]

BOYFRIEND…

BOYFRIEND…

hmmmm… dont know why, i dont like to use this term BOYFRIEND for my own boy… since my very first boy… i prefer to refer him as MY BOY than MY BOYFRIEND… or what i use most of the time is just MY FRIEND… dont […]

BUSY life…

BUSY life…

been wondering… where and when is MY time now… i dont even have enough time to chat on msn with my mom… i dont even have enough time to COMMUNICATE with my housemates… i dont even have time for myself to blog, to do my very own things… 80% of my time has been dedicated to Better Choice and Benedict Lim…

but, maybe this is good too… as in… i dont have much time to do nonsense things, waste money… and most importantly a healthier lifestyle i am having now… i sleep earlier compared to the OLD ME, just because that i need to wake up early at dumb ass 7am to get ready to go to work at 9am… and of course, i dont have much energy to stay up late after one whole day of 10 freaking hours of work too…

the new OWNERS of ericca

Better Choice

Benedict Lim

Confusion…

Confusion…

i am confused… RELATIONSHIP, i want, i dont want… i dont know whether i want it or not… wanting it will spoil my plan, will change my lifestyle… i am actually kinda happy with my single lifestyle… free and easy… at least, i can make […]

I’m Sick!!

I’m Sick!!

isssshhh… finally i am sick again after so long… was supposed to start working at 9am… but when i woke up at 645am, i felt really cold and no energy to get up so i thought of sleeping for a while more… who knows, when […]

Lack of Time…

Lack of Time…

wow… been really long since i last online… really busy with work recently… been working too much and too tired… lazy all the time…

and also… with SOMETHING ELSE… the dramatic story… too many things happened in just few days…

roger the boss had a talk with me last morning… and it made me tearing… i really thought of quiting… he said that i am really SLOW, as in no improvement after 2 weeks of training and all… but he wanna make me stay because the customers like me… customers told him that i am nice, sweet and patient… that sounds not too bad… but he doesnt like me because i am slow, lazy and PLAYFUL… he wants me to be more serious at work… i said nothing, all i did was looking down, tearing, and nodding… oh well, i kept thinking whether i should quit or not…

after work, i made a call to sabrina telling her all these… guess what, she told me that roger has been telling EVERYONE the same thing!! *WTF* it’s his TRICK to make his employees work harder eh… ishhhhhhhhhh… lame!

anyway, 2nd of April… HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY LOVELY DADDY!!