Loner…

I am a person who HATES being alone… I dislike staying alone, I dislike doing anything alone…

I love feedbacks… I love communication… I love interaction… This is why I like to GIVE comments, give feedbacks, give responses… In other words, I hope to get back the same too…

Things don’t go that way… You give doesn’t mean that you can take… And, I don’t like to ask for it… As I believe, people will do it when they FEEL like doing it, there is no point asking them to do while they don’t even feel like it…

I usually ignore people who are not important to me, you can hate me if I ignore you, I don’t care, because you are nothing… So, if YOU ignore me, I think you should expect me to hate you, no matter how I USED TO like you…

So, I have to learn to be a loner, I have to learn how to talk to the wall, and I have to learn not to give… I shall hide myself, shut my mouth… THEY will notice the difference when they care and willing to GIVE, and from there I will know who is worth to GIVE…

At this point, if you ever asked “Are you talking about me?” If you think that it sounds like you, then YES, I AM TALKING ABOUT YOU!

Miserable Work…

I am feeling so miserable at work… nevertheless, the work and the people are all good, everything is fine… Just that, I am feeling INSECURED… Because, I am feeling that I haven’t been CONFIRMED? I thought I was supposed to have some sort of contract between us, so that I would know what’s actually going on…

But, I have asked so many times, and what I got was “soon”… But till now, it’s been 1+ month… I am sort of LAZY to ask anymore… I wasn’t even told how much exactly I am getting paid until I got my first pay… Even about my current position, I had to ask for it and then I didn’t get the right answer, as I was told to call myself whatever I want… Till it appeared on the pay advise, then I knew… Like, I had no idea when am I supposed to get paid, till I asked today… Then I knew I was SUPPOSED to get paid today… *pengsan*

About job scope, I am all fine with it, as I don’t mind doing ANYTHING at all… It’s a part of my learning process, the more I do, the better I will become FOR SURE!!

No contract = No R&R… Meaning WE can do whatever we want? Even they can just fire me in the morning and ask me to leave in 10 mins? Or I can just walk in and say “BYE I AM LEAVING” and leave like that?

Will I have a future here?

God knows…
Whilst,

Museum Bar…

TGIF!! FRIDAY!! Today was so WEIRD at work, everyone wished me HAVE A GOOD WEEKEND, SEE YOU ON MONDAY at 3pm…. o.O Everyone left, I was alone in the office… I was supposed to leave early too, but I had to wait for this stupid courier guy to come to pick up the parcel… So in the end, I finished at the NORMAL time… *bah*

Remember that I said I not wanting to go out to have dinner tonight? OOOOOPS, I DID IT AGAIN~~~ Went out to have VEGETARIAN tonight, at least A BIT healthier *wakakakkakaka*

And then had to go to SUIN’s birthday session, this girl’s birthday was STORED into my brain since PRIMARY standard 1, when we were 7… Till now, I just can’t forget it anymore… Well, we went to this BAR… It’s a very MUSEUM feel bar, they have so many funny funny things in there… Don’t believe? Take a look…



Vain girls in action… (P/S: We had more than 3 people in the party, there were 8 in total, just that 3 vain girls went photo snapping around the bar)


YeeBing + I…


We CRZY 4 U… The lady behind…


Suin + I…


Suin + I with… Neptune?


Me + Clown…


ME @ Room Sweet Room…

Review: Tokyo Teppanyaki

Been eating out for 5 days in a row, my money is getting lesser and lesser while the FAT in my body is getting more and more… Further more, we went to this INFAMOUS TOKYO TEPPANYAKI www.tokyoteppanyaki.com.au in town tonight…

This is too famous, heard about it DAMN MANY TIMES, so finally Cheryl darling and I decided to give it a try… And, a so-called ROMANTIC dinner… *lame* We were hungry, we wanted some yummy food… But, this place here took god damn long to get the food ready… WHY?

Those chefs here are like CLOWNS in the circus, they do STUNTS, they perform while cooking… They throw their knives up and down, left and right… They arrange onion pieces into a VOLCANO and light it up… They throw egg into customers’ mouth… They throw bowl with rice and ask customers to catch it… *sweat* We were like “Damn, when is our food going to be ready”… And we actually asked if we could have our food cooked in the kitchen, we had no mood for the SHOW…

But, at least something kept us entertained… There were 2 ladies sitting in front of us, they looked like they were high on drugs… They were so hyper, they kept talking loudly, laughing loudly, throwing vegetables at each other, throwing the phone… *no eye see* And the most entertaining part was… They asked the chef “Do you watch porno?”… He actually answered “Sometimes”… And they started to discuss about that in front of all of us while he was cooking… One of the ladies actually said that it’s not right to watch porno *Guys, you guys are not right* and she said it’s DISGUSTING… Because she dated a PORN STAR who never watched porn before and after that she dated a NORMAL guy who watched porn, and she claimed that that was very DISGUSTING… *wtf*

Then, there came another chef, Peter *MALAYSIAN*… The chef before actually came to tell him in cantonese that “these 2 ladies are crazy, beware” I bursted out laughing… They asked for our names, Cheryl said she was JANE, then I said I was CHERYL… Then, the lady said CHERYL IS A HORRIBLE NAME!! Sorry ar darling =P *rofl* Cheryl was so pissed off… But, I told her not to get mad at INSANE people… We actually purposely ordered a dessert after the VERY FULL dinner just to sit there longer for more entertainment… They really entertained us a lot, I think without them, our dinner would be DAMN DEAD…

OK… Review time… This place is only for PERFORMANCE, if you like to see special moves and like to go WOW!! This is the place for EXPERIENCE… Price, I will only come when I HAVE TO come, too expensive for this kinda quality of food… In other words, the food not that good though… You can go for better teppanyaki in Sg Wang for what… RM20? The best thing I enjoyed the most was the TEMPURA ICE CREAM!!! DAMN YUM!!!

Cheryl + Ericca’s Dinner:

Ericca’s Pineapple Juice: AUD5 *reasonable*
Cheryl’s dont know what sparkling water: AUD7.50 *sibeh mahal*

Shared – Soft Shell Crab Tempura: AUD12 for ONLY ONE CRAB cut into 2 pieces *expensive siaoz*

Cheryl’s Garlic Chicken Teppanyaki: AUD33 *OK OK ONLY*
Ericca’s Ginger and Shallot Chicken Teppanyaki: AUD33 *tamade not worth it*

Steamed Rice: AUD3.50 x 2 bowls = AUD7 *RM20 rice can throw until you die*

Shared – Tempura Ice Cream: AUD11 *THIS IS REALLY GOOD!! HIGHLY RECOMMENDED*

Total bill: AUD108.50 for 2… *#$^$%&%^*&^%#$%@#$#%$^%*@$#$*

NO NEXT TIME!! Unless someone is going to pay for my bill!! And DAMN, I am hoping that I won’t be eating out again tomorrow… I’m growing faster than a MONSTER!! While my wallet is getting thinner and thinner… FARK THAT!!

Ladies and gentlemen… The best highlight of the night goes to… TEMPURA ICE CREAM!!!

Crispy fried outer layer of the vanilla ice cream, together with fruits… *yummmmmmmmmmmmm* VERY HAPPY!! But also very guilty!! Calories = UNCOUNTABLE!! *niameh*

WTF is wrong with you, CONNEX?

Another interesting inccident with Connex this morning…

There were platform 1 and platform 2… According to the TV showing the train schedule, platform 1 was going to Blackburn, DIRECT to Blackburn without stopping ANY station in between, it’s like skipping almost 20 stations… While platform 2 was a Glen Waverly train stopping all stations, so everyone was waiting for the RIGHT train at the RIGHT platform…

But, the operator was telling the OPPOSITE thing, which was train from platform 1 was ready to depart to Glan Waverly instead of Blackburn… People started to get panicked… They didn’t know which train to go to, but they had to make the decision as the train was about to depart in seconds… Everyone’s in, door closed, the train was still not departing… In fact, the train on platform 2 departed… And then the door of the platform 1 train opened up, people walked out with ANGER, with swearing… Obviously, wrong train…

I was standing there thinking to myself, wondering if it happened to me, how would I choose, should I refer to the TV or listen to the operator… Imagine those who got on the wrong train that was going DIRECT to Blackburn, that would probably take an hour to reach Blackburn and then another hour back to the city…

Connex, are you OK?

House Warming…

Not mine, but Sam’s!! Well, had a great fun and crazy night!! It had been a while since I last had such a BIG party like that… Back to UNI days… Those sleepless nights, drinking parties, shouting nights, stupid games… I am so glad that I still have STUDENTS around me, so that I can still sneak in there to be one of them…

It was an awesome night!! BUT BUT BUT BUT, wahlaoyeh… The food was… *No eye see* BBQ wor, for like what, 20 people, with a BABY SIZE BBQ pit, every round can only make 10 people’s food, while the other half would have to wait for another 15 mins for their food… Basically, most of the time = WAITING FOR FOOD!! I even wanted to cook INSTANT NOODLE, but the tenants said NO NO NO!! Oh well, That was probably a good idea for me, so that I didn’t get to eat much… Only half a chicken wing, half a sausage and a piece of lamb…

Then, the FUN got started… All stupid games came up… And, the stupid punishments were stupid too… Losers had to drink up the DRINK… The drink could be a mixture of Black Label, Chivas, Vodka, Red Wine, Orange Juice, Apple Juice, Beer and Coke… You wonder how does a cup of this taste like? Don’t ask me, I was all time winner… =P In the end, I think they finished up 2 x Chivas, 1 x Black Label, 1 x red wine, 1 carton beer, uncountable x Coke, 1 x Orange juice, 1 x Apple juice and 0.5 x Vodka… That’s only my rough estimation…

Afterall, I am looking forward another event like this~~~~~ =)

Super Hardworking…

Wahlaoyeh… I was so hardworking today!! EXTREMELY!! From 9.30am till 7.30pm… A total of 10 hours of work today!! I was AMAZED!! *Dizzieeee* But too bad, I don’t think there is OT allowance for that… =(

Well, I think my bosses somehow KNOW that I was complaining about the EASY tasks, so they purposely throw some CHALLENGING work for me to PLAY with… How sweeeeeeeeeeeeet!! They must be trying hard to train me up to become a better person, making my life more meaningful~~~

Now, I am totally defeated by this… COMPLICATED work I am doing… Too confusing till I don’t even know what I am doing… I miss my packing orders days, those were happier moments… I feel like I am too UNDERQUALIFIED now… =(

Bah~~~~

OK, time for a A JOKE…

Kawan sekalian, saye akan taip BM apabile saye tak nak bagi saye punyer XYZ tauke tau sesuatu… Kerane tuhan-tau-macam-mane mereke sampai di tempat MAGIC ni… Saye nak terime kasih tu GOOGLE manyak manyak… kamu olang nak komen pun pandai sikit, okei… Sekian terima kasih…

Connex…

I swear, I had the MOST interesting trip with Connex Melbourne today… As usual, I took a train from Southern Cross to Glenferrie to work…

Usually, it’s either stopping all stations or limited express, and normally the limited express trains go from Flinders St to Richmond to Glenferrie… Everything was still the same…

But…

It didn’t stop at Glenferrie, in fact, it was still going EXPRESS-LY to I-don’t-know-what-station, as I only know that I need to get off at Glenferrie and who cares what are the stations after it…

At that momemnt, people in the train started to look at each other and started to wonder what’s happening… We were afraid that it’s going to stop at LILYDALE!! That was seriously a GG case… It went pass ANOTHER station and ANOTHER station, people started to panic… Finally, it stopped at Camberwell, so we had to get off and change to another train back towards the city again…

Then, it was also another limited express train, and people started to say something like “I don’t want to miss it again”… Some students who were supposed to go for classes said “If I missed it again, I would just catch a movie in the city”…

“OH SHIT!”… The train went pass Auburn station and someone actually got shocked… “Oh my god, it looks like Glenferrie” “Yea, they look identical”… Everyone was so worried!!

Well, finally we reached Glenferrie after all those INTERESTING moments…

A Piece of Art…

Now, this is indeed a piece of ART… Modeled by Ericca, Photographed by Ben… HAHAHAHAHHA…

Awwwww… Babybendan took this picture while I was… Reading something? Without me knowing… Natural siaoznyer~~~~!!

My baby is a born photographer while I am a born model~~~!!!

Woooohooooo~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!

P/S: I’m just being lame… Don’t hit me for being stupid… =)