Month: May 2008

What A Day…

What A Day…

HEHE… I wonder if anyone still remember whataday^… Anyway, today is the end of my contract with Spectrum/Goldman Sachs… And also the start of my 2 weeks holiday… Just because of SOMEONE is here TODAY and onwards!! Finally the REAL feeling of having him is […]

Bagssssssssss…

Bagssssssssss…

Sorry for worrying you people with my precious post, but that’s what exactly how I felt last night, she made me cry for whole night… Anyway, let’s forget about the unhappiness… I know I told myself that I can only buy 2 BAGS a year, […]

Truly Disappointed…

Truly Disappointed…

I am so so so so disappointed at you, I can’t believe that you have been thinking like that, I have done so much and my best for all that I can, but in the end, you think that I don’t understand you, I don’t love you, I don’t care about you… VERY WELL SAID, MOM!!!!

I don’t even know how to convince myself to talk to you anymore… You made me feel like RUBBISH now…

I really don’t know what you want from me… And I guess I don’t know how to be your daughter, I AM SO SORRY for that… I am so sorry that you have to ADMIRE how other children love their mothers, I am so sorry that I can’t make other mothers admire you… I am so sorry that other people have the best children but not you… I am so sorry that nobody loves you in the family… I am so sorry that we disappoint you that much…

But, thanks for disappointing me too… THANK YOU VERY MUCH!!!!

爱一个人好难。。。

爱一个人好难。。。

开始害怕。。。开始担心。。。一切都好像太如意了,有可能吗? 一切来得太快,太顺利,太投入。。。 我,害怕失去,害怕可怕的一天。。。我,可以承受吗?放得下吗? 爱一个人好难。。。