Month: October 2008

AUD Sucks…

AUD Sucks…

I have been in a depression lately because of the freaking AUD, so bad!! All my dreams of bringing AUD back to KL to exchange to a GOOD amount of RM just vanished like that!! =( I seriously couldn’t believe that SGD is stronger than […]

Unknown…

Unknown…

Answer? – Unknown – Been quite a few times when my mom told me that HE has been meeting up with my brothers, I thought I would want to know why, what and how… But, I didn’t ask a question, in fact, I ignored… But, […]

放縱…

放縱…

曾經,想過著一些平凡正常的生活,決定了改變…

可是…

現在的我,很想放縱自己…

DarDar…

DarDar…

It seems like many people THOUGHT that I got back with him, hence the previous post about PROMISES… But now, it’s not like that… Apparently, those were the promises to DarDar, not my new BF, but a long lost friend of mine. I used to […]

My Promise…

My Promise…

You have my promise, I will never not talking to you anymore… I will treat you with all my heart… I will not suspect your sincerity anymore… I will be good… I will listen to you… Although I don’t need your promise, I still hope […]

Thankiew People…

Thankiew People…

Thanks to everyone, everyone who involved in this period, including NEW FRIENDS who just came to my chatbox to make comments and all… Maybe we should become friends? If you guys wanna leave me your contacts… =)

Of course also those who really worried about me and tried to help me… My close friends, family and relatives… You people are just so great!! =)

My crappy but helpful First Ex-BF, Esmund. Thanks for talking to me almost everyday and comforting and scolding me at the same time… HAHA, it works!! Like you said, I only come to you when I have problems, and you will never let me down… Hopefully I don’t have to talk to you anymore… BYE YOU GO AWAY! =P

Also, I must say this to CHANDLER, eh, thanks for trying to help me and also at the same time helping yourself… =P I guess I am now feeling so much better, but you are still feeling miserable huh… Don’t worry, everything will be better soon, especially you have got me as your new best friend… HAHAHAHAHHA… We fell down together, so we will stand up together too, OK? =)

Hmmm… And, this very important one, you won’t be reading this, you don’t even know about my blog, but I have to say that, because of you, my days are filled with smiles and laughters… THANK YOU!! I will give you the return that you want, that I know that you really want me to be happy =)

I am feeling so LOVED by so many people, I should be glad that I am so blessed… *muacks*

Men Men Men…

Men Men Men…

I am feeling so confused and miserable again, been thinking of what’s in his mind… I am confused that WHO IS HE? Why is he so contradicting? I am feeling scared that it seems like I don’t know this person who talked to my brother… […]

WAHLAO!!!

WAHLAO!!!

I am sure SOME people will be happy reading this entry… Well, I am now feeling even much better, because I am finally away from him, which is a good thing… Thanks to my brother, and I have no idea why he likes to talk […]

Have A Great Week…

Have A Great Week…

It’s a MONDAY, I am feeling kinda refreshed after a HECTIC weekend… HAHA, very hectic that I spent my whole weekend talking to different people ALL THE TIME… Yes, that’s my HOBBY and that’s my way to keep myself busy in order to not think about nonsense things…

Really BIG THANKS to so many people that willing to spend time talking to me, and I know I might be a bit of annoying… Trust me, it won’t be for long I promise!! Please let me annoy for a bit bit more ok? Please lar…

And yes, I have all my heart to move on now!! Knowing the real reason that there is nothing that I can do, and he already made up his mind, I shouldn’t be hoping for more… And also, maybe you guys are right, I won’t be happy with him for long because of the character wise… Also I believe, I love him, so I should respect his decision, I should let go to make him feel better, I should not make him suffer anymore…

At least, I feel the love from my family A LOT… Family ROCKS!!!!!!

Time Time Time…

Time Time Time…

It’s hard, it’s so damn hard… Why can’t the time fly faster? I hate it when the time is passing so slowly, I have too much time but I don’t have him… Feeling so empty, feeling so unloved, feeling so stupid, all these feelings are […]