Ms Loneliness…

Yes, I have just got myself a NEW BEST FRIEND FOREVER!! Ms Loneliness…

Ever thought of that you couldn’t live without some people? I have. Ever thought of some people mean to you so much? I have. Ever thought of some people love you as much as you love yourself? I have. Ever thought of some people would never leave you? I have. In fact, all these happened before, but never last.

In the end, I just realised that nobody is worth anyone’s attention, because everyone is selfish. SELF is the only person to love.

I have decided to just do everything for myself, and be with my only best friend, Ms Loneliness. I will one day learn to live alone, without anyone, and one day I will not be bothered by anyone anymore… People just come and go, don’t feel happy when someone comes, because they won’t stay… Don’t feel sad when someone goes, because they never worth the tears…

*Ericca + Ms Loneliness hand in hand*

wats happening???

sorry for my poor spelling blame the stupid americans cxz they cant spell well and make me too and bcz of those spell checker nobody care about spelling anymore….dont we???seems like ppl arent happy abt their life….lol some ppl enjoy theirs some ppl dont….it depends wats ur requirement abt ur life, what do u want, what do u expect….rite???we do hav choice…oh ya stupid pyy juz working non stop like no tomolo, sunday is my only off day, i work almost full day every single sat, so i got no life edi…everyday sunday juz hang around do nothing and rest only…wahhaha…so a happenning boy became a boring boy…lol so sad….cant complain….get to know all those souless ppl whom think only money but no others…..wat da hell….money is tat all for their whole life…lol but is common in asia wat can i say….we only look at money….we never think of other like dream, achievement, bla bla…everybody juz go after money crap…make u like a slave working for money non stop and nothing beside tat but crap gal wont hop in if u ride a bike, wont marry u if u still renting a room, wont spend rest of the life wit u if got no money in da bank….wat a world we live in????i cant say every1 is like this at least most r like this….cxz i met new ppl everyday so i know

ROCK-less…

After a very cool entry of ROCK earlier, now I am officially ROCK-less… It saddens me how it would end this way and so unexpectedly, with lots of dissatisfactions, disappointments, troubles…

However, throughout this period, I am glad that the ROCK worked well before, at least there were times that we could find comfort from each other and happy with each other’s company, that we shared our ups and downs… Also, being the very important person in each other’s life, that made ROCK a wonderful journey… Despite all negatives that had happened, I really appreciate you for who you are and what you have done… Although I complained too much… You were never a bad influence to me, instead, a good one…

Wish you best of luck…

ROCK…

ROCK is a new relationship TERM, yea it’s not a new type of relationship, it’s commonly known as FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS… But, there is a new name now, the Relationship Of a Certain Kind, ROCK, maybe it sounds like it ROCKs?

This kinda relationship is now a common thing, I guess people are just more comfortable with it, no strings attached, no pressure, most importantly, you don’t need to put in too much effort… And also, the relationship can be so flexible, you can turn into a friend, you can turn into a lover, depending on the situations… VERY COOL!!

But, it’s not easy to maintain I would say, it’s too flexible till you might not know how to balance it… Sometimes you feel like a friend, but your partner might feel like a lover, or vice versa… Or, if you are TOO LOVER, your partner might not be happy as he or she wants to be more friend than a lover, or other way round… Or, one day you want the ROCK to turn into an actual relationship because you have fallen in LOVE with your partner, that is not a ROCK, that is a violation… Or, you have few ROCKs at the same time till you are trapped in them…

Sometimes I wonder, since a human needs both friends and a lover, and they are so hard to get, why not just get ONE ROCK and done the job… So that you won’t have to worry about not balancing between friends and lover, because they are the same anyway… The scary part is, when the ROCK is broken, you will be left with NO ONE, NONE.

But then, it is the same for FRIENDS and LOVERS too, they come and go… No matter how much effort you have put in, how much love you have given, there will still be some other reasons for them to leave… Or, a very common reason, TIME, time changes people, we are different every minute… Or, no reason at all, just one sentence “The feelings have changed”…

From the view of an INVESTOR, it seems like investing in a ROCK is a HIGH RISK HIGH RETURN investment while FRIENDS and LOVERS are some GOVERNMENT BONDS, they can be stable with reasonable returns for a FIXED PERIOD OF TIME till the maturity dates… So, what type of risk taker are you? Go and have your risk portfolio done!

Afterall, being alone is a must learn theory in life, having people around you is a BONUS, if you don’t, that’s life… Because it’s YOUR LIFE, YOUR BUSINESS… Who cares…

Quote a friend of mine, Mervin…
A song named The World is a Vampire by Smashing Pumpkins, tells you that… THE WORLD SUCKS…

Bangkok…

Although I wasn’t really happy with the trip, at least I was glad that I joined the trip, because of the people!! =) It was great fun having all these wonderful people around me… Love them to bits!! Thanks for the company, Mayvis, Dennis, WheiMeng, ChangSheng, WeeHong, David, David’s sister and WeiYu…

But, I HATE BANGKOK, I wouldn’t want to go there again!! It’s such a stressful place to go… The weather is killing, the air is so polluted, the traffic is so bad, then to bargain while shopping is super headache, further more with the communication problem, the food is not that good… FUWAH… NO THANKS!!

The worst was I had all the bad lucks during the trip… It started from…

– Didn’t get to withdraw money in the first place
– Got my Thai Baht at LCCT at a sky high rate
– Didn’t manage to call Dennis as I didn’t have his number while we were supposed to meet up at the Bangkok airport
– Paid 4 times the taxi fares to get to the hotel
– Paid 50% more for a dress
– Almost died because too hot too stuffy and couldn’t breath and felt dizzy
– Had gastric
– Had upset tummy
– Lastly, missed the flight and had to pay RM350 for one way to go home while I paid RM330 for return flights before

BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH… BAD TRIP but at least some happy pictures!!


The first dinner we had…


The couple…


The VERY REAL fake couple…


The beauty sister and the beast brother…


Mayvis and I…


The chickssssssssss…


The BOSS…