Chap Goh Meh…

Finally, the CNY celebration has come to an end. I guess, all the gambling sessions and non-stop eating sessions have to be stopped by now. HOPEFULLY.

It’s time to lose weight, it’s time to welcome the better year… Better career, better health, better in everything…

It’s MARCH again, the very scary month for us, there are so many birthdays in this month. But well, it’d been few years that I hadn’t been celebrating my birthday, I tend to hope that nobody would remember, therefore I would never put it on Facebook or so. But, obviously, if someone does remember, I know that he/she has got the HEART, I would really appreciate it, just that NO THANKS to any celebration.

Or, maybe I should just take a day off on that day, birthday girl shouldn’t be working!! And then, I should buy myself a birthday gift… WAKAKAKAKKAKAKA…

Saw this BN 1760 the other day, damn in love with it and I went to Prada and asked for the price, but I was told that it’s not available… ARGGHH… I have been dreaming of it… sienzzz…

虎年

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR AND HAPPY VALENTINE’S DAY!! HAHA, that was the most common sentence for today…

To me, it was just another day, 心情出奇的平靜…

No feeling at all…

I guess, I am starting to fall in love with my life with me, myself and I…

Nobody seems to be in my mind anymore… Beside FAMILY…

And now I believe, I can live without anyone… And I am not even unhappy or sad about it, which is what I couldn’t imagine to happen… I used to be a dependent person, I always thought I would never ever live alone, and have no outing at all… But now, I am getting used to this life, in fact, I think this is the life that I am comfortable with… Maybe, I have to thank the way-too-manydisappointments as they lead me to this…

All I want for TIGER year is a better life with minimal disappointments, a better career, a healthier body, and everything is good for the family. =)

很不開心…

最近都真的很不開心, 種種不同的原因, 沒有人可以幫得到我…

常被問…

你今天有來哦?

你生病嗎?

怎麼沒聽到你的聲音?

可能真的太明顯了, 明顯的不開心, 明顯的不想說話, 明顯的笑不出…

無助…

當我最需要愛時, 你在哪裡?

當我最需要關懷時, 你在哪裡?

一個人的時候, 真想有個人在旁邊告訴我我並不孤單…

希望虎年是好的開始…

Wisdom…

I guess I am now a lot dumber, less wisdom… As I just had 2 of my wisdom teeth extracted yesterday… FINALLY I would say, had been hestitating to do since last year’s March when I visited a dentist and he asked me to get it extracted. With the fear of undergoing a surgery, it kept stopping me for doing it. But, the decay had gone worse and worse, till I had only half a tooth left, and my little cousin JeHaw was sharing me his dentistry knowledge as he is the FUTURE dentist… He told me that I HAD TO TAKE IT OUT!!

Alright, so I finally made an appointment with this DATO LIM as recommended by JeHaw that he is the best with 40+ years experience. I had my mom to accompany me and my bro to drive me there. And I got a bad news from the dentist, he told me that I had to remove TWO OF THEM instead of just one… WTFFFFFFFFFFFFF… Well, since I was already there and I rather suffer it at one go, so I agreed. The process was not that painful as I imagined. But I was too scared. I tried to think of something happy and not to remind myself that I was undergoing a surgery, but obviously FAILED, I just could not concentrate on anything else.

It took about 40 minutes to get both of them out, pretty impressive. And the dentist is really nice and funny. The price was also reasonable.

And, there is an advantage to me, so that I can lose some weight for I am going to DRINK only porridge for a week. HAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHA… Hopefully it works! =P