The combination of “TOUGH” and “HAPPY” is very weird, yes, this is what I am feeling…
If you were to ask me, what would I comment on my job, I would definitely tell you that it is very stressful, very tough, the though of giving up, tired… On the other hand, I am very happy that I had decided to quit previous job and joined this current job… It is a bit of contradicting here, I know, but these are all what I feel… WEIRD…
Finally, I am experiencing all the stress that people have been telling me about SALES… From learning the products to convincing yourself that what you are selling is the best, then to sourcing, to communicating with weird people with weird comments, then to convincing them, then to closing a deal, then to go through the very demanding and fussy underwriters, then finally waiting for approval, BUT now it comes to how to make your customers to accept the offer… Last but not least, closing multiple deals does not mean that you have achieved your target… WTF… Or else, all the hard work would go to the bin *YEAY*
It seems like there are more negatives than positives to be in this job, the strange thing is, I am still happy with it… I think I have learnt to be happy for just a little result that I have got and forgetting all the 10 gazillions failures… Just imagine, I face maybe 100 rejections and that would put me into a super duper upset mood, but with the next JUST ONE positive feedback, that will just bring smiles and satisfaction to my face again… It is pretty easy to be happy too, with this job… HAHA…
Hopefully the job will become lesser and lesser stress then I will become happier and happier… =)