Boring Long Weekend…

It’s not the first time for me complaining that I hate weekends, especially LONG WEEKENDS!!! SO BORING!!! I mean if you have something interesting to do or you are hunger for some rest, it’s good for you… But not me… =(

So, I thought KL was too boring, so I planned to go to some small towns for a change… Since David was going back to Seremban, so I decided to follow his car back to Seremban to see Yean, but she went back to her mom’s house… Then the very annoying KWEK who had been asking me to go to PD to look for him, but then ignored me when I was there… Now, I wonder whether the Melbourne-Kwek is still alive… Where we were so close and ON for everything before… I miss the OLD KWEK…

Then, in the end, I was stucked at David’s place being the so uninvited guest… But, well, it was a good experience that I was so well fed by his mother’s cooking!! For the lunch + dinner + lunch, 3 meals with 3 different types of soup!! SUPER GOOD somemore!!!! Fruits were served after every meal, desserts… I felt like I was a spoilt guest!!

Then went to play mahjong, then supper, then back to the house for some movies/series… Basically, it was a SUPER RELAXING TRIP…

Sometimes it feels good to just live with other people and to just experience their lifestyle… Pretty interesting I would say… Will try to do that more often, provided there are more OFFERS to different places… =P

Ms Loneliness…

Yes, I have just got myself a NEW BEST FRIEND FOREVER!! Ms Loneliness…

Ever thought of that you couldn’t live without some people? I have. Ever thought of some people mean to you so much? I have. Ever thought of some people love you as much as you love yourself? I have. Ever thought of some people would never leave you? I have. In fact, all these happened before, but never last.

In the end, I just realised that nobody is worth anyone’s attention, because everyone is selfish. SELF is the only person to love.

I have decided to just do everything for myself, and be with my only best friend, Ms Loneliness. I will one day learn to live alone, without anyone, and one day I will not be bothered by anyone anymore… People just come and go, don’t feel happy when someone comes, because they won’t stay… Don’t feel sad when someone goes, because they never worth the tears…

*Ericca + Ms Loneliness hand in hand*

wats happening???

sorry for my poor spelling blame the stupid americans cxz they cant spell well and make me too and bcz of those spell checker nobody care about spelling anymore….dont we???seems like ppl arent happy abt their life….lol some ppl enjoy theirs some ppl dont….it depends wats ur requirement abt ur life, what do u want, what do u expect….rite???we do hav choice…oh ya stupid pyy juz working non stop like no tomolo, sunday is my only off day, i work almost full day every single sat, so i got no life edi…everyday sunday juz hang around do nothing and rest only…wahhaha…so a happenning boy became a boring boy…lol so sad….cant complain….get to know all those souless ppl whom think only money but no others…..wat da hell….money is tat all for their whole life…lol but is common in asia wat can i say….we only look at money….we never think of other like dream, achievement, bla bla…everybody juz go after money crap…make u like a slave working for money non stop and nothing beside tat but crap gal wont hop in if u ride a bike, wont marry u if u still renting a room, wont spend rest of the life wit u if got no money in da bank….wat a world we live in????i cant say every1 is like this at least most r like this….cxz i met new ppl everyday so i know

ROCK-less…

After a very cool entry of ROCK earlier, now I am officially ROCK-less… It saddens me how it would end this way and so unexpectedly, with lots of dissatisfactions, disappointments, troubles…

However, throughout this period, I am glad that the ROCK worked well before, at least there were times that we could find comfort from each other and happy with each other’s company, that we shared our ups and downs… Also, being the very important person in each other’s life, that made ROCK a wonderful journey… Despite all negatives that had happened, I really appreciate you for who you are and what you have done… Although I complained too much… You were never a bad influence to me, instead, a good one…

Wish you best of luck…

ROCK…

ROCK is a new relationship TERM, yea it’s not a new type of relationship, it’s commonly known as FRIENDS WITH BENEFITS… But, there is a new name now, the Relationship Of a Certain Kind, ROCK, maybe it sounds like it ROCKs?

This kinda relationship is now a common thing, I guess people are just more comfortable with it, no strings attached, no pressure, most importantly, you don’t need to put in too much effort… And also, the relationship can be so flexible, you can turn into a friend, you can turn into a lover, depending on the situations… VERY COOL!!

But, it’s not easy to maintain I would say, it’s too flexible till you might not know how to balance it… Sometimes you feel like a friend, but your partner might feel like a lover, or vice versa… Or, if you are TOO LOVER, your partner might not be happy as he or she wants to be more friend than a lover, or other way round… Or, one day you want the ROCK to turn into an actual relationship because you have fallen in LOVE with your partner, that is not a ROCK, that is a violation… Or, you have few ROCKs at the same time till you are trapped in them…

Sometimes I wonder, since a human needs both friends and a lover, and they are so hard to get, why not just get ONE ROCK and done the job… So that you won’t have to worry about not balancing between friends and lover, because they are the same anyway… The scary part is, when the ROCK is broken, you will be left with NO ONE, NONE.

But then, it is the same for FRIENDS and LOVERS too, they come and go… No matter how much effort you have put in, how much love you have given, there will still be some other reasons for them to leave… Or, a very common reason, TIME, time changes people, we are different every minute… Or, no reason at all, just one sentence “The feelings have changed”…

From the view of an INVESTOR, it seems like investing in a ROCK is a HIGH RISK HIGH RETURN investment while FRIENDS and LOVERS are some GOVERNMENT BONDS, they can be stable with reasonable returns for a FIXED PERIOD OF TIME till the maturity dates… So, what type of risk taker are you? Go and have your risk portfolio done!

Afterall, being alone is a must learn theory in life, having people around you is a BONUS, if you don’t, that’s life… Because it’s YOUR LIFE, YOUR BUSINESS… Who cares…

Quote a friend of mine, Mervin…
A song named The World is a Vampire by Smashing Pumpkins, tells you that… THE WORLD SUCKS…

Bangkok…

Although I wasn’t really happy with the trip, at least I was glad that I joined the trip, because of the people!! =) It was great fun having all these wonderful people around me… Love them to bits!! Thanks for the company, Mayvis, Dennis, WheiMeng, ChangSheng, WeeHong, David, David’s sister and WeiYu…

But, I HATE BANGKOK, I wouldn’t want to go there again!! It’s such a stressful place to go… The weather is killing, the air is so polluted, the traffic is so bad, then to bargain while shopping is super headache, further more with the communication problem, the food is not that good… FUWAH… NO THANKS!!

The worst was I had all the bad lucks during the trip… It started from…

– Didn’t get to withdraw money in the first place
– Got my Thai Baht at LCCT at a sky high rate
– Didn’t manage to call Dennis as I didn’t have his number while we were supposed to meet up at the Bangkok airport
– Paid 4 times the taxi fares to get to the hotel
– Paid 50% more for a dress
– Almost died because too hot too stuffy and couldn’t breath and felt dizzy
– Had gastric
– Had upset tummy
– Lastly, missed the flight and had to pay RM350 for one way to go home while I paid RM330 for return flights before

BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH… BAD TRIP but at least some happy pictures!!


The first dinner we had…


The couple…


The VERY REAL fake couple…


The beauty sister and the beast brother…


Mayvis and I…


The chickssssssssss…


The BOSS…

Freaky…

Things are getting freakier and freakier… I am seriously afraid and worried… I really wish that I have some sort of super power, or GodLike power… I wish all these didn’t happen in the first place, and please stop this, please let the curse end now, this minute…

Please protect my family, don’t harm anyone of us anymore…

I Don’t Understand…

I was told that, we have to be independent, nobody can’t live without anybody, have to learn how to live on ourselves…

So, why do we need FAMILY and FRIENDS?

Family, maybe we are just born in the family…

But friends, if a friend is an important element in my life, I don’t see a point calling this person a FRIEND… If a friend is only to have fun with and will run away from my problems, I doubt that this person deserves being named a FRIEND…

I wonder where is my… “A Shoulder to Cry On”

****************

Tommy Page : A Shoulder to Cry On

Life is full of lots of up and downs
But the distance feels further
When it’s headed for the ground
And there’s nothing more painful
Then to let your feelings take
You down

It’s so hard to know
The way you feel inside
When there’s many thoughts
And feelings that you hide
But you might feel better
If you let me walk with you
By your side

Chorus:

And when you need
A shoulder to cry on
When you need
A friend to rely on
When the whole world is gone
You won’t be alone
I’ll be there
I’ll be your shoulder to cry on
I’ll be there
I’ll be your friend to rely on
When the whole world’s gone
You won’t be alone ’cause I’ll be there

All of the times
When everything is wrong
And your feeling like
There’s no use going on
You can’t give it up
I’ll help you work it out
And carry on

Side by side
With you till the end
I’ll always be the one
A shoulder to cry on continued

To firmly hold your hand
No matter what is said or done
Our love will always continue on

Chorus:

Everyone needs a shoulder to cry on
Everyone needs a friend to rely on
When the whole world’s gone, you won’t be alone
’cause I’ll be there
I’ll be your shoulder to cry on
I’ll be there
I’ll be the one to rely one
When the whole world’s gone, you wont be alone
’cause I’ll be there
And when the whole world is gone
You’ll always have my shoulder to cry on

THANKS PEOPLE!!

OK, it’s my 26th, but I didn’t really feel like it, maybe I AM AGING!! Well, still have to thank you many people who made the effort to wanting to celebrate for me, or celebrated for me, or even by just wishing me… THANK YOU!!

I had a surprise party this year, thanks to the following people… Buffet lunch at TENJI, then to Feeling Cafe at Wangsa Maju…


Yeon and Gabriel…


But I prefer this version…
Yeon: You know the thing went like this like this like this…
Gab: =___= WTF is that…


The pregnant doll Emily and husband Brad…


WaiYen aka Fun Cheong…


The photographer of the day, David aka Korean Korkor aka McPork aka EyeCandy… And my HUGE CAKE…

My surprise was…


They got me this guy to sing FOR/WITH me… The story was, I saw this guy singing at a cafe few weeks back and I liked his singing… So, Mr Gabby got him to be the special guest for the 1 hour or so…


I was… Surprised… Scared… Nervous… Blushed… Excited… Whatever you name it…


Together with Gab…


Somehow, I like this shot, the very moment when the cake fell… Although I look ugly…


My favourite shot of the day… Without my face… BUAHAHHAHAHHA~

*****************

Afterall, thank you for the efforts, really appreciate it… A memorable birthday celebration…

Magicland is so DEAD…

OK, this situation is weird, Magicland is dead because I am too busy with my life… Been busy with work and outings… Yes, I am proud to say that I am having way too many outings lately with different people…

Life seems so interesting and happening… BUT, there is still something missing in my life… I am still feeling EMPTY… Yes, the empty HEART… There is nobody living in there, for once, I haven’t got someone to live in my heart for quite some time… Like I said before, I need to like someone, miss someone in order to make my life… Thinking of someone special makes me happy, and getting upset when I can’t see him, feeling excited to see him… All these ups and downs are missing in my life…

ARRRGGGGGHHHH… Can I please just get a random adorable person for me to miss?